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Theres so much i've wanted to say, for a while most of it wasn't anything too positive. The last few weeks have been so blue. But after just one conversation everything loosk so much better, its like the peaceful joy and excitement felt after a bad storm. However i do not feel like explaining it all to you, so ill just say that justin is the
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But anyway......you're right, I'll always be your boy one way or another....even if we are dating different people, which I know is something I need to do. Somewhere inside me, I will have this special reserved spot for tara ricker and I know for you it's pretty much the same with me. We have already talked about so much of this so I won't go ALL into it for everyone to read but.....I agree we are much happier now that we know how we both feel, and it happens to be the same. I have so much I want to say to you but I am so tired of typing it.....It's been a week since I wrote your last letter so I think I'll write another......but much happier than the last one, which was written when I was feeling differently than I do now, I was definetly more scared of what was going to happen. we will alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllways be there for eachother......I promise, it's just one of those things that since you said it to me, I really just can't stop believing in. It gives me comfort you know because I think someday down the road, well to use your words because it's exactly what I'm thinking..... "...even though things are changing for now, and i know they will be hard to deal with at times, it will all lead to great things down the road. Even though its all changing i'm excited..."
That is so true.....I think there is definetly something wonderful for us.....just when the time is right. It's like serendipity.....that's a good movie you should watch it because it's sort of like that.....anyway.....
I am sad you didn't go to graduation because I kept looking for you, I mean I really thought you were there so I kept looking and then once it was over and we all threw our hats, and all the people from the crowd rushed onto the football field.....I kept looking for you.....and you obviously weren't there. I understand it was busy and everything so I guess I can understand that you didn't want to deal with all of that. I had to park far away from the school, and walked two miles, just getting there on time so I know it was packed, I'm just saying....well I only graduate once and you were probably the only person I really wanted to see after. but I don't want to really talk about it..........
the rest of the stuff that I want to say I'll just put into a letter tonight and mail it.
Miss you
Justin
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um i still havent gotten your letter and its making me tre sad, everyday i run to the mail box and look for an envelope from you and its never there, perhpas tomorrow, wouldnt it be weird if this new letter comes before the first one. Id write to you i dont know your address in Rhode Island, i was waiting to see it on the return address.
have a splendid night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss you!!!!!!!!
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I went out to dinner tonight with my parents and it was pretty nice and exciting like. They gave me.....actually I'll put that in the letter too, I have to save some material you know
Ok so good luck on your finals which continue tomorrow......I miss you tremendously(I decided I miss you is going to be the way I end all my stuff to you from now on the account that pretty much I'm always missing you lol)
miss you ginormously!!!!!!!
oh oh and later gator
Justin
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