Jun 02, 2006 00:52
Everything feels so two faced to me right now. When im with people everything is fine, its like nothing is wrong or needs to be worried about, but then behind the scenes, behind the laughs and carelessness, there's so much questioning and confusion. There's so much to be serious about behind all the lightheartedness. It's insane to think that one action could change everythign forever, one decision could make all the difference. HOw can you tell what's right? I dont think you can, i think you just have to go with it and hope for the best.
its after 1 in the morning and for the first time in months, im not tired, i do not wish to go to bed at all, i wish to go run and run and run.
justin is truly the nicest boy anyone will ever meet and he's the first person who has actually inspired me to think of creative surprises, i've thought of something that i think is pretty cool and i cant wait to put it altogether.