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So today was the last day of the week...friday. Well at least I don't have to babysit Haley anymore...yet I have found out that the wretched cousin that made me bleed is coming to my house tomorrow....WHAT JOY I HAVE!!!! I might have to kill someone tomorrow. I don't know if I can bear it. Two younger kids in the house that was once so silent that it drove me to the brink of going mad is now going to be like a zoo. How much mess they will make! I will have to clean...unless I spend the day on the computer or in the safety of the four walls which I call my room. I don't know what I shall do.
These past few nights I have had insomnia. I wake in the middle of the night about 10 times in panic and I feel like I have a terrible fever. I then have trouble finding the right position to sleep in again. About an hour later this same scene repeats itself. I don't know what is wrong with me but even the fan doesn't help. I slept all night with the fan on full-blast and it doesn't help a bit. I shall see tonight.
Earlier I felt like hurting someone. I don't know if it was just my mood or if I had gone truly mad. I was speaking to Michael about this and yea. My mood has lightened but I still feel the need to inflict pain on something. Maybe I have gone mad.
I shall try to sleep or maybe I will avoid the situation by watching tv or finishing this book I have been reading.
Goodbye lovers...till next time...ttfn
These past few nights I have had insomnia. I wake in the middle of the night about 10 times in panic and I feel like I have a terrible fever. I then have trouble finding the right position to sleep in again. About an hour later this same scene repeats itself. I don't know what is wrong with me but even the fan doesn't help. I slept all night with the fan on full-blast and it doesn't help a bit. I shall see tonight.
Earlier I felt like hurting someone. I don't know if it was just my mood or if I had gone truly mad. I was speaking to Michael about this and yea. My mood has lightened but I still feel the need to inflict pain on something. Maybe I have gone mad.
I shall try to sleep or maybe I will avoid the situation by watching tv or finishing this book I have been reading.
Goodbye lovers...till next time...ttfn