Today was a new day ... and it was ok.
All of my wonderful exciting friends were back today. That made me extremely happy.
I want to dye my hair.
.... but my dad says no, and I am afraid of what he would do to me if i just went ahead and did it without asking. what do you think?
I want my skin to be completely clear.
I want to have a stronger faith.
I want to not stress out as much.
I want to have an even better friendship with him.
I want to get better grades.
I want to have more freedom then I do.
I want my dad to be proud of me
...because his oppinion matters to me in some twisted way.
I want to be relaxed and ok with me.
I think things have been better lately, I have just been so tired that it is unbearable.
Some people are just so awesome I can't even put it into words to describe them. I had to do that the other day, describe someone, and I felt so horrible because I said they were nice... wtf? everyone is nice, but this person has done so much for me that they are more then nice..
Kathryn.