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[invisible2theye]

Every thing is going ok.
I am not as happy as I could be.
But I am trying.

I saw him today, I hadn't seen him in along time.
I think I am falling for him.
Although I don't think that's what I want
because we are better friends.
I don't know.

Last semister I didn't want a BF
but...
now I am ready for one.

I feel kind of lost
I am not sure why, it just seems like
the things that are supposed to be important
are no longer important.

why??