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here i sit... trying to find words... expressions... ways to say i'm sorry... none come to mind... this is to big of an emotion to label... looking back on the events that occured... tears flow down my face... why i disrespected you... i will never know... you've been there for me... guided me through so much... like a friend you were there... just as well as a teacher... you such an amazing teacher... and a wonderful friend... your reading this... that i know... whith all of my heart... soul... i'm deeply truly... utterly... SORRY... i know it doesn't help much... dont worry... i will make it up to you... i will do whatever it takes... no strings attached... you desirve to be treated better then what we have soon you... i whish words could show and expres what i'm feeling at this very moment... but they dont... i love you with all my heart BAKER... i mean that from the bottom of my heart... and alothough i didn't show that... i really do mean it... your the best teacher-friend i've ever had.... well shit... the only one i've ever had... I LOVE YOU.......................................................