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[invisabeau]

There.
Did you see it?
I had it in my hands

The sensation, the feeling that all was right in the world.

It was oh so right.
And yet my mind told me I had no right.
Who am I to be content? I cannot be content.
I must be diligent, I must be something more than I am.
I started thinking
I started the what-ifs.
And ruined my night.

I was born of creation and destruction
Mania and depression
and I just want to be free of those parents.

Sorry for bailing.
I enjoyed the band, Caribou (I remembered).
I just started hating enjoying myself.