Apr 11, 2007 00:02
so week so far has been sucky as hell. but i must say, h turned that around a bit when he accidently poured water down my shirt. i couldnt get mad, bc he honestly did it by accident. and then i got a funny picture on my phone that he took of himself and put as a wallpaper, which now scares me everytime i open my phone. ooh and of course not to meantion mikey and alex helping with me not killing people :) those 3 people are probably the only people who have made me honestly smile or laugh this week.
so that paragraph was put together in a messy manner and i dont feel like trying to make a true coherant statement. so deal. and now im gunna do a little meme bc i feel like it.
Soundtrack to my life:
Opening Credits: Enterlude- The Killers
Waking Up: Why Do I Keep Counting- The Killers
First Day of School: 6th Avenue Heartache- Wallflowers
Falling In Love: Out from Under- Incubus
Fight Song: All My Life- KC & JoJo
Breaking Up: What You Own- RENT
Prom: We Might As Well Be Strangers- Keane
Life's Okay: Glycerine- Bush
Mental Breakdown: Straight Jacket Feeling- AAR
Driving: Lenny/Man On The Side- John Mayer
Flashback: I Am A Building- Wallflowers
Getting Back Together: How Sweet It Is- Michael Buble
Birth of a Child: So Says I- The Shins
Final Battle: Tears and Rain- James Blunt
Death Scene: I Met A Girl- Wheat
Funeral Song: LA Song- John Mayer
Ending Credits: My List- The Killers (i obviously have too much of them on my ipod)
........
And heres just a yearly thing i do...
I live my days with the nights that we spent
All the love we shared
I put my heart on the side for a while
Knowing you're not there
I tried to carry on
To face the fact you're gone
But I need you
So I close my eyes
I close my eyes
And I dream about you
I close my eyes
I can almost feel you in my arms again
Morning remind me of showers and talks
In the soft sunlight
Evenings of passion and cries of joy
Hold your memory tight
You've been away so long
I sing so many songs about you
I just close my eyes
When I close my eyes I'm a kid again
I can think about the time we became just friends
Playing in the park didn't have a care
Then you smiled at me and I knew right there
I would hold your hand, it would be the start
Of a promise that no other lover'd steal my heart
Now the pain of losing you I just can't erase
But when I close my eyes it's a better place
No one really sees
You watching over me
And I hope you feel me watching over you
And when you go to sleep
I pray the Lord to keep
You in my dreams
When I close my eyes
they say that time heals the heart, well i think that time makes the heart break more.