Feb 26, 2007 23:58
let me just reiterate how much i love harry connick jr. I LOVE HARRY CONNICK JR. ok. now that thats done.
every ounce of energy has been drained from me today due to so many things. how im still awake i dont know.
im still coughing up a lung.
i hate my grandmothers neighbors.
i think i have come to realize that im actually not dealing with my grandfathers death and that what everyone is taking as maturity may actually be denial of some sort. or maybe it is maturity, im just not used to reacting to tragedy in such a way.
i just want a hug. yup thats what i want a need, a hug. i have been hugged many a times in the past week, but theres just one hug that im missing. its the kind of hug i would get from my ralphy or even justin. i know someone who could possibly fill their shoes, but im not one to ask for a hug. maybe i should become this person.
oh also, i love peter wentz of fall out boy, its official.
eyes shutting.
good night.