Mar 25, 2008 09:06
I wish I wasn't so dumb-founded.
When he was there, standing in front of me telling me the things that I would have killed to hear a year ago.. I couldn't think.
I know, I came off as an asshole and completely ignored him, but I'm not one for feelings. Never mind talking about them.
I guess there's always next time.. because I'm sure there will be a next time.
I wish I would have said "Really? Well.. where do you think you and I would be today had you not fucked up?" But no, instead I just stood there, asked him to hold my cup so I could pour myself another drink and just kept saying "really? is that so?"
Good thing I currently have the flu and have all the time in the world to think about it, relive the night.
I just wish I had better reactions and more reaction time.
not. fair.