Jan 06, 2008 02:25
i hardly act. i react.
you'll selflessly be selfish. in such a way where those who can't see it won't, and those who do can't explain it.
you hold yourself up very high, which no one can blame you for. you had a lot going for yourself.
without realizing it, you'll let the worst of yourself get the best of you.
there's a lot of insecurities. and where as im one who admits it and sees it, you'll hide behind your nice things. you'll paint yourself into this image of someone who never thinks of themselves and constantly gives.
but you're wrong.
you give everything in order to take any and everything you can get.
its called being fake and i had faith that you'd snap out of it.
but this city has only made you sink deeper.
well, as deep as skin can go.. that is.
in other news:
i need a job and an apartment.
anything to get me away from here.
its gotten to the point where i'd rather drop out of school and run away.
europe? england actually sounds pretty good right about now.