"Distorted eyes when everything is clearly dying"

[invile]

heh... so I just got home from the hospital. got taken there the end of 5th hour. I passed out in Mrs Wills class... I was out for like 2 minutes or something, I thought someone had hit me or something when I woke up but I guess what I felt was the floor against my face haha... very interesting indeed. So meh had a whole shitload of tests done today but havent gotten most results back yet though. They are thinking something may be wrong with my heart, I gotta go to a cardiologist monday(on my fucking birthday haha. The doctor I seen today went on about how he thought I may be damaging shit by working out too much and not eating enough and shit... he went on and on questioning me and shit about if I had anorexia or bullemia or some gay shit like that. My parents are now convinced I have an eating disorder which is NOT true. Its complete and total bullshit. They havent said that to me though but I overheard a conversation they had where they were talking about it. Grrrr it pisses me off sooooo fucking much. So I guess they are gonna make me eat like 1500 calories a day. thats 2 times the amount I normally take in. I'll do it to make them happy though, probably relax a bit on the cardio and increase my weight lifting.

SO yeah lol... just a whole bunch of paranoid adults. I really hate when people make a big deal about something that isnt that bad. I missed drew and bubbas party... heh... and I'm really bummed about that. The last birthday thing they are gonna have and I miss it... meh just my luck.