"Cause feelings mean nothing now"
Ever hear a song... one that describes every detail of your life? one that fits your life perfect? If I was to make a soundtrack to my life... this song would be the title track and it describes more than anything how I've been feeling lately... and heh have always felt. It is "Beautiful World" By Rage Against The Machine. Notice the "not me" part at the end of the song, those two words could some up my entire existance lol.
It’s a beautiful world we live in
A sweet romantic place
Beautiful people everywhere
The way they show they care makes me want to say
It’s a beautiful world
Oh what a beautiful world
For you
It’s a wonderful time to be here
It’s nice to be alive
Wonderful people everywhere
The way they comb their hair makes me want to say
It’s a wonderful place
Oh what a wonderful place
For you, for you, for you, for you, for you, for you, not me"
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There is one more song... one that fits my current mood perfectly. One that describes my emotional state the last couple weeks. It is "Yesterdays Feeling" By The Used
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
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I probably sound like a little pussy emo bitch, but eh.. I couldnt give a fuck less. I'm ok though... I'm not like depressed or anything... I just needed to vent shit and LJ is a perfect place for that. The thing is lol nothing bad has happened or anything... I'm just frustrated at the world I guess, a big part of me wants to just burn the whole thing down. I'm considering getting my diploma early from education direct and just dropping from clio, and then start mott next fall but eh... I'll for sure finish out this semester and I'll likely finish the rest of the year but heh... the thought sure is tempting.
It’s a beautiful world we live in
A sweet romantic place
Beautiful people everywhere
The way they show they care makes me want to say
It’s a beautiful world
Oh what a beautiful world
For you
It’s a wonderful time to be here
It’s nice to be alive
Wonderful people everywhere
The way they comb their hair makes me want to say
It’s a wonderful place
Oh what a wonderful place
For you, for you, for you, for you, for you, for you, not me"
..............................................................
There is one more song... one that fits my current mood perfectly. One that describes my emotional state the last couple weeks. It is "Yesterdays Feeling" By The Used
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
.............................................................
I probably sound like a little pussy emo bitch, but eh.. I couldnt give a fuck less. I'm ok though... I'm not like depressed or anything... I just needed to vent shit and LJ is a perfect place for that. The thing is lol nothing bad has happened or anything... I'm just frustrated at the world I guess, a big part of me wants to just burn the whole thing down. I'm considering getting my diploma early from education direct and just dropping from clio, and then start mott next fall but eh... I'll for sure finish out this semester and I'll likely finish the rest of the year but heh... the thought sure is tempting.