welcome to what used ot be home...
A new life back at school. Not wanting to come home.
Being here, wishing to be back there.
My life is there.
My friends (minus the very few I have left here), My boyfriend,
My comfort zone, My control.
Everything that represents the negative in my life is here.
Self consciousness, Negativity, Sadness, Lonliness.
I just want to be back at school.
I hung out with my # 1 boys from hom tonight...
Andrew and Dave as well as Steve, and yes, even Ian...
that put me in good spirits - at least for the few hours I was with them.
They make for interesting times, to say the least.
I hate not being known, I hate living in the dark.
I hate pretending.
I hate smiling for no reason.
No reason besides the very fact that everyone expects it of me.
Welcome home Kristin.
Bring back everything you hate, and very little you love.
Welcome to a world of emptiness, and no one understands.
By the way...
I'm aware that not as many know me as well as they think they do...
So, here's a warning.
Pet Peeve # 1 :
Speaking of homosexuality/bisexuality as a negative outright.
Have your own opinion, but keep it to yourself.
I can't fucking stand it.
Another one
Pet Peeve # 2
: If you're going to speak of eating disorders, or any type...
DO NOT joke about it. - If you don't understand, that's
fine... just Don't Do It.
thanks.
Goodnight Moon...
-Kristin