in the bottom of a [ glass ]
i know this isnt my usual cup of tea but i just wanted to give a slight update on the things i do to pass the time. things have been really slow for me lately, and i like that. a few days ago i woke up and was fucking startled to realize that its november. guh, over 2 months since i left new orleans. its so bizarre to think about all the places that life takes you. i have now lived in 13 states and 2 countries. only state i havent even been in is hawaii. ive been all around the country, met amazing people and moved on yet again. all i want is to make a home in this place. when people ask me where i am from, i seriously have no clue what to say. i cant just give a simple answer, because i feel like there is more to me than just jersey. or detroit. or maine. or equador. or virginia. or minneapolis. or new orleans. or. . . you get the point.
i have had the pleasure of meeting some amazing people in the couple months i have been in california. bray has been a great friend. he is fun and goofy as hell. now all he needs is a job so he can get back on his feet. timmy is wicked cool. i remember telling megs after timmy left the other night: its so awesome to meet someone that can carry a conversation instead of just waiting for their turn to talk. and being able to talk to mark captive and just being retarded and having fun. and christy has been fun to go to mae's with and run into at shows. and just all of the people that i have met here so much. you all have no idea what you have done for me, and i wont even ruin it by trying to put it into words.
megan and i have been having a lot of fun lately with stenciling. its kind of my new little thing. i would like to think im rather good at it for only having done it for a couple months if that. the picture above is the piece i did on canvas yesterday. megan and i tried to think of really perverted things to put next to it, but in the end "have you seen my puppy" just seemed too perfect.
just wanted everyone reading this to know that in all the places i have lived, all the people i have met and all the stupid and fun shit i have done: i have never been this happy or felt this at home. and i know that no matter where i ever go from here, or things i do from this point on, i wont ever be alone. ill have the love of my life next to me the entire fucking time.