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i am a chronic texter. a chronic texter that overly analyzes most everything and i've come to the conclusion that i chronically text, even in the company of friends or people, because i feel mostly alone if the situation is 'chill' and sometimes a wireless connection is far more engaging and distracting from my own thoughts. i am completely uncomfortable in my own skin a lot of the time and boredom leads to thinking and although i've become an incredibly logical person as far as working things out goes, i still cannot find the exact problem, much less the solution to it and a non-biased third party perspective is much needed. friends can be too nice and tell you what you want to hear, this is not necessarily the truth. i want the truth.