dear you: you owe me an apology

May 03, 2010 00:00

sorry is a really hard word to say. you gotta swallow up summa dat pride and bend over for other people, and hope they don't stick a knife in your butt, but instead they tell you to stand up and that it's cool.

but even though it's a hard word doesn't mean you don't say it. life is hard. you gotta do difficult things. and sometimes you get the knife in your butt.

but some people are cowards and don't say it ever and it bites. because I know I've apologized to people, and I remember the occasions I got the knife in the butt very well. afterall, I got metaphorically knifed. ...in my butt.

it especially bites when the people who knife me in the butt are the ones who don't apologize to me.

I've said sorry on occasions, gotten yelled at, had an argument, and then later got yelled at again for not saying sorry when it was the first thing I said. that hella kicks your pride in the face I'm tellin' ya.

if you hurt someone, apologize. because it means you recognize the fact you hurt them, and that you want to remedy it. you're acknowledging the pain which is a good thing because that's what like... IDK GOOD PEOPLE DO?

look why am I saying this? I did something once, nothing bad at all, it was a normal everyday for-fun thing. I got yelled at, a person freaked out on me. now in the present? that same person is doing what I did to themselves. I'm sitting here like what I got freaked out on, but you're doing it now yourself.

another thing: flakes. stop flaking you flakers. flaky people piss me off. especially if they're hypocritical flaky people. you can't freak out about something and then turn into the thing you're freaking out about. that's not right. you owe a ton of people an apology. you know, all those people you flipped out on like a crazy cat lady?

so sick of people flipping out on me. I flip out jokingly a lot, but I honestly don't think I flip out for serious that often, if at all. (but if you think I do, pls tell me. I like to keep my facts straight.) so it really feels like the world keeps slapping me in the face when I don't do anything wrong, and also I don't fight back. >_>

tl;dr - WHINE WHINE WHINE

rant

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