What a great friend! Lol! NOT!
I am so tired of the way people treat me. My used to be best friend told me that her stupid slut friend and her are closer than she and I! How can they be closer than her and me? I went to her therapy sessions with her. I was there for her through everything she had to go through with T.J. I was there for her all the time! She treats our friendship like it was nothing! She flushed it down the toilet like drugs when you have to get rid of them quick! She doesn't even bother to talk to me! SHe just doesn't fucking care anymore. She was my wife...I bought her this gorgeous ring that she loved so much! She and Robert replaced me like I was a fucking old doll and they needed a new one. I feel like my time with them meant absoultely nothing to them. I will go on remembering them, like they have forgotten me. I made her a scrapbook. She was supposed to make me one, and never did. I told her that we would pay for it to get sent here. All she had to do was finish it, but she couldn't even do that! She really doesn't give a shit about me! I feel so hurt, and lonely...I feel so empty and lost. I don't know what to do anymore! I guess I should just forget my life in Massachusetts. Nobody there really seems to care about me, so why should I care> I guess it's because I love them and they are my friends. I just...
~gary~
~gary~