I wonder...if it really did happen the way I remember..
Soujai Sousai: stop it with the emoticons. They're obnoxious.
lsolationFactor: I have problems. I can't help it. -blinks.-
Soujai Sousai: that's an understatement.
lsolationFactor: I was abused as a child?
it took me about two whole seconds to realize that what I said may have more truth than I intended it to. Honestly, I've said it before and I'll say it again, I have almost no recollection of my past before the time I was around 12 years old..I can remember more acutely what happened from July 16th, 2003 and beyond, since, well, most of you should know. Anyway. Mom herself has told me it must've been rough having Bob (the old babysitter guy....) be the one for me to come home to while mom was at work...she knew he was rough with me sometimes, and even old fashioned and all that...so...what exactly did happen back then..what could be so bad that my mind blocked it out? I remember the fly swatter, the belts, and a few of the punches..but...that doesn't feel like the worst of it to me..oh well..I guess I'll think about it later...onto more important things...I made Heather smile alot today, and even got to see her do it on her webcam...I'm used to getting people to smile, but to see my own work like that was great...and...I even got a few pictures for her...made her happier and all....uh...talked with Rukia-neesan again...found out what her real name and age was. Jessica, age:16, and a liar. I showed her my pics..~__~; I warned her in fact...and...she said I was ok looking..however...I pushed a bit to see if she was telling the truth...guess what.."I lied"..so...my response was "you know...I hate being lied to...I'd rather be told the truth and hurt than find out the truth after being lied to and hurt.." so..yeah...it got me down a little..but that's ok...it's not as if she means THAT much to me in the first place...now...if Heather or someone would've said/done that...wow...I'd be both pissed off and depressed at the same...anyway..that's beyond the point...well..I need some sleep..I'm planning on staying longer at school, and for those of you whom this will affect, I'm sorry, but I need to get my ass in gear to get something done with this life of mine. and for those of you who know her, I think Anko's a bitch... uh...so..now that that matter's out of the way, I drew something tonight...Sheezy's down so I posted the pic on DeviantArt
lsolationFactor: I have problems. I can't help it. -blinks.-
Soujai Sousai: that's an understatement.
lsolationFactor: I was abused as a child?
it took me about two whole seconds to realize that what I said may have more truth than I intended it to. Honestly, I've said it before and I'll say it again, I have almost no recollection of my past before the time I was around 12 years old..I can remember more acutely what happened from July 16th, 2003 and beyond, since, well, most of you should know. Anyway. Mom herself has told me it must've been rough having Bob (the old babysitter guy....) be the one for me to come home to while mom was at work...she knew he was rough with me sometimes, and even old fashioned and all that...so...what exactly did happen back then..what could be so bad that my mind blocked it out? I remember the fly swatter, the belts, and a few of the punches..but...that doesn't feel like the worst of it to me..oh well..I guess I'll think about it later...onto more important things...I made Heather smile alot today, and even got to see her do it on her webcam...I'm used to getting people to smile, but to see my own work like that was great...and...I even got a few pictures for her...made her happier and all....uh...talked with Rukia-neesan again...found out what her real name and age was. Jessica, age:16, and a liar. I showed her my pics..~__~; I warned her in fact...and...she said I was ok looking..however...I pushed a bit to see if she was telling the truth...guess what.."I lied"..so...my response was "you know...I hate being lied to...I'd rather be told the truth and hurt than find out the truth after being lied to and hurt.." so..yeah...it got me down a little..but that's ok...it's not as if she means THAT much to me in the first place...now...if Heather or someone would've said/done that...wow...I'd be both pissed off and depressed at the same...anyway..that's beyond the point...well..I need some sleep..I'm planning on staying longer at school, and for those of you whom this will affect, I'm sorry, but I need to get my ass in gear to get something done with this life of mine. and for those of you who know her, I think Anko's a bitch... uh...so..now that that matter's out of the way, I drew something tonight...Sheezy's down so I posted the pic on DeviantArt