Hm.

May 18, 2005 20:11

Breaking down. I seriously need to do it. I need to vent everything out. I need a safe way to do it too. There, once again, are too many important people in my life to just go and do it. I can't believe it..I just want to be held..I want to cry..let it all out....but there's nobody close to hold me....It's bad........had a talk with her...I seriously want to know what the fuck makes me so special...I have my fucking problems..I exaggerate them...yet, there's an exception to be made. She wants to see all the sides of me...I feel....I don't know how I feel...there's too much shit going on in my head.....I hope...she can help me sort it all out...or at least someone can...
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

[Chorus x2:]
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

[Chorus x2]

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

[Chorus x2]
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