Mostly fixed my comp.
So, I myself wiped the hard drive..didn't mess up thank god..heh...alot of stuff went on today I guess...Dylan called...we halfway made plans...but not really..nothing special...heh..talked with Kayla..she's feeling better..so I myself have stopped worrying so much, but I'm not so sure she's totally out of it...left without saying a word...kinda..upset me...I guess I'll talk to her about it later...yeah...uh...did a shitload of stuff in Budoukai 3.........which reminds me..since I have sound now, I'm going to dl the previews for the new game coming out this november..it looks kick ass..so...yeah...let's see...just recently..I talked with Amber. It was a more civil conversation than that of last time. So. Whatever. She didn't seem interested, I just ignored that and tried to annoy her in a subtle way. So...I'm wondering..if what's happening..will last...It's great and all...but there are down times...there are points to which it all seems worthless....I put myself in the worst of positions, believing that I can make something of it...that something good will come if I wait. Well. I'm trying to find out if waiting is the right thing or not....and....heh...now...all of those feelings have vanished...I guess I really am pathetic...I'm talking to her as if I have no problems...none at all...maybe this is for the best..