Could it be?
An LJ post from Kara!
Oh my.
Anyway, this post is pretty much a rant, but I am hoping to re-vamp my LJ if I can figure it out.
[beginrant]
FUCK. MY. LIFE.
I hate that I can't trust my boyfriend of 7 months. I spend most of my days wondering why I am even with him. I feel like he just lies ALL THE TIME. I know he makes a lot of shit up, but he never admits it and it is all very stupid and pointless.
However, it really upsets me and I am to the point I don't know if I can ever trust him again.
I don't know what to do.
And yeah, I am still in high school. I tell myself that. But he swears he is completely in love with me and wants to marry me. I, however, am not so sure.
I just want to go to school and pursue my education and my artistic wants.
I hate being restrained.
I love his family, they are great. I like to hang out with him, but it seems like too much.
That he needs too much, expects too much.
So I don't know where to go from here.
If anyone has any advice I'd be glad to hear.
Thanks =]
-Kara
Oh my.
Anyway, this post is pretty much a rant, but I am hoping to re-vamp my LJ if I can figure it out.
[beginrant]
FUCK. MY. LIFE.
I hate that I can't trust my boyfriend of 7 months. I spend most of my days wondering why I am even with him. I feel like he just lies ALL THE TIME. I know he makes a lot of shit up, but he never admits it and it is all very stupid and pointless.
However, it really upsets me and I am to the point I don't know if I can ever trust him again.
I don't know what to do.
And yeah, I am still in high school. I tell myself that. But he swears he is completely in love with me and wants to marry me. I, however, am not so sure.
I just want to go to school and pursue my education and my artistic wants.
I hate being restrained.
I love his family, they are great. I like to hang out with him, but it seems like too much.
That he needs too much, expects too much.
So I don't know where to go from here.
If anyone has any advice I'd be glad to hear.
Thanks =]
-Kara