The post that is full of POETRY AND CRAP. Oh joy!
Yay, a public post. How wonderful is this? Anyways, this is a post for all of my poetry and stuff like that. The lj-cuts shall guide you to the poem or other thing that you want to read :D
Where is my mind?
Where is my soul?
Where will I stand?
Why do I feel like such a fool?
Staring out there,
With distant eyes,
Thinking of life as unfair,
Feeling there will be no more tries.
Heart sliced in two,
Mind stabbed to death,
My heart's murder is still true,
My mind's death is no myth.
I am a souless existance,
I cannot interact with reality,
My mind isn't in the present tense,
My heart cannot be released to reality.
I sit here thinking,
why do people lie,
to hide the truth,
a horrible truth.
Lying can be good,
to keep their loves happy,
yet the loves must know,
and the lie will come out sooner.
Yet lying is always dirty,
dirty like a rag,
if the rag doesn't get cleaned,
it gets even dirtier after weeks.
Weeks without washing,
it gets harder to resist to clean,
but you try harder to keep the lie inside,
yet you begin to think to let it out.
I see the people who lie to me,
they keep it up for weeks,
it is quite unbelieveable to me,
but those people want me to suffer.
To suffer to know the truth,
to want to clean that rag,
to see how the lie is,
clean or dirty I still want to know.
//lies..922004
Invisible wires attached to us,
Our souls control them like puppets,
We don't know every existing person,
But we are all connected for a reason.
*
One reason to embrace,
One reason with some disgrace,
One reason above all others,
One reason to end all ponders.
*
We are all connected to each other,
Because we all exist on planet Earth,
Even though we are apart physically,
Even though our beliefs are different mentally.
*
The connection shall never perish,
Even though we pass on to Heaven above any church,
Even though we dispise some individuals,
But we are still connected every way, like a necklace's jewels.
THE REIGNING DOOM SONG
Song © Monique Connett/ButtercupSamurai
Feel the doom laady, laady daa,
feel the destruction under your feet.
Feel the doom, laady, laddy daa,
WE SHALL REIGN DOOM UPON YOUR HEADS THAT ARE NEAT!!
Feel the doom laady, laady doo,
feel the pain when your head splatters.
Feel the doom laady, laady doo,
WE SHALL REIGN DOOM EVEN FARTHER!
Feel the doom laady, laady duh,
feel our voices hurting your ears.
Feel the doom laady, laady duh,
WE SHALL REIGN DOOM UPON YOUR GREATEST FEARS!
Saturday, February 07, 2004 3:19:02 PM
Emotion: Depression and Sadness Within Myself
I hate myself,
my now obnoxious attitude,
my personnality,
not seeing any reality.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
The world is a blur to me,
my old friends against me,
my family trying to cope with me,
my feelings going too far into my mind.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm turning insane,
my skool projects aren't good,
I used to be happy,
so why am I so melancholy?
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I love people,
I love how they actually have emotions,
now somehow i just don't like them,
they drive me absolutely insane.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm not connected to the world anymore,
the world seems like a distant past,
a past to be relfected on,
relfected in a rusty mirror of depression.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I have many talents,
people tell me this,
however i am not sure of myself,
if I really belong to the world.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I can't take all of the pressure,
I'm about to burst out crying,
crying for my pain to end,
I simply can't feel my soul.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm not connected to the world anymore,
I hate it now as it spins on an axis,
I hate myself as my emotions fade into interminable sadness,
my sadness cuts deep into my sensitive heart.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I feel that i'm not needed in the world anymore,
I feel that everyone will hate me,
I feel that I'm going to fall down forever,
FOREVER NOT CONNECTED TO THE WORLD.
Where is my mind?
Where is my soul?
Where will I stand?
Why do I feel like such a fool?
Staring out there,
With distant eyes,
Thinking of life as unfair,
Feeling there will be no more tries.
Heart sliced in two,
Mind stabbed to death,
My heart's murder is still true,
My mind's death is no myth.
I am a souless existance,
I cannot interact with reality,
My mind isn't in the present tense,
My heart cannot be released to reality.
I sit here thinking,
why do people lie,
to hide the truth,
a horrible truth.
Lying can be good,
to keep their loves happy,
yet the loves must know,
and the lie will come out sooner.
Yet lying is always dirty,
dirty like a rag,
if the rag doesn't get cleaned,
it gets even dirtier after weeks.
Weeks without washing,
it gets harder to resist to clean,
but you try harder to keep the lie inside,
yet you begin to think to let it out.
I see the people who lie to me,
they keep it up for weeks,
it is quite unbelieveable to me,
but those people want me to suffer.
To suffer to know the truth,
to want to clean that rag,
to see how the lie is,
clean or dirty I still want to know.
//lies..922004
Invisible wires attached to us,
Our souls control them like puppets,
We don't know every existing person,
But we are all connected for a reason.
*
One reason to embrace,
One reason with some disgrace,
One reason above all others,
One reason to end all ponders.
*
We are all connected to each other,
Because we all exist on planet Earth,
Even though we are apart physically,
Even though our beliefs are different mentally.
*
The connection shall never perish,
Even though we pass on to Heaven above any church,
Even though we dispise some individuals,
But we are still connected every way, like a necklace's jewels.
THE REIGNING DOOM SONG
Song © Monique Connett/ButtercupSamurai
Feel the doom laady, laady daa,
feel the destruction under your feet.
Feel the doom, laady, laddy daa,
WE SHALL REIGN DOOM UPON YOUR HEADS THAT ARE NEAT!!
Feel the doom laady, laady doo,
feel the pain when your head splatters.
Feel the doom laady, laady doo,
WE SHALL REIGN DOOM EVEN FARTHER!
Feel the doom laady, laady duh,
feel our voices hurting your ears.
Feel the doom laady, laady duh,
WE SHALL REIGN DOOM UPON YOUR GREATEST FEARS!
Saturday, February 07, 2004 3:19:02 PM
Emotion: Depression and Sadness Within Myself
I hate myself,
my now obnoxious attitude,
my personnality,
not seeing any reality.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
The world is a blur to me,
my old friends against me,
my family trying to cope with me,
my feelings going too far into my mind.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm turning insane,
my skool projects aren't good,
I used to be happy,
so why am I so melancholy?
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I love people,
I love how they actually have emotions,
now somehow i just don't like them,
they drive me absolutely insane.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm not connected to the world anymore,
the world seems like a distant past,
a past to be relfected on,
relfected in a rusty mirror of depression.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I have many talents,
people tell me this,
however i am not sure of myself,
if I really belong to the world.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I can't take all of the pressure,
I'm about to burst out crying,
crying for my pain to end,
I simply can't feel my soul.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm not connected to the world anymore,
I hate it now as it spins on an axis,
I hate myself as my emotions fade into interminable sadness,
my sadness cuts deep into my sensitive heart.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
I feel that i'm not needed in the world anymore,
I feel that everyone will hate me,
I feel that I'm going to fall down forever,
FOREVER NOT CONNECTED TO THE WORLD.