Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you are ten
Been some time. I'm supposed to be in bed, but since everyone is sleepin and stupid sea lab is on tv, I decided I would do something productive and sneak downstairs to write in my journal that no one (cept maybe Katie) reads. Arent I just to cool?
School starts in 11 days. A new school. None of my friends there. I will be all alone. I was talkin to my mum today and I told her it just felt like I had...outgrown Bowsher. I dont really feel connected to anyone or anything there. Which is scary cuz my friends there used to be my life. But hey, I am actually doing something on my own. Which is like...a whole nother world for me. I just have no desire to be around people, or something like that.
I finally uncovered my JTHM comics. They were in a box. Stupid me. I am so glad to have them back. I have my nose shoved in them every second of the day. My driveway is now a shrine devoted to chalk pictures reliving Nny's most goriest moments. I got in trouble for it. ^^ A lil bit to violent, it seems. Commin from my sister, thats weird, considering my dad had her convineced for the first fifteen years of her life she was the spawn of satan. ^_^'
The party I went to down in Toledo a little while ago was great. I dont know if I've written about that or not. It was a shock seeing Wes there, though I knew he was going to be there. I dunno, just seeing him fucks up my system. Especially when he looked so sad and miserable, though his girlfriend was there with him. But I think I have outgrown him too. No matter what I will always be here for him. And I figure that has to count for something.
I'm not sure what is wrong with me as of late. Just feeling rather...uncaring or something. I have these random boughts where I just dont feel anything at all. And I think this is one of them. And it really scares me, cuz its like, if I am not feeling anything, I dont really know what I could do. Does that make sense? Well, who cares if it does. I dont think it is supposed to.
So now I leave you, and if you dont note me, I will unleash my SATANIC HEAD BITEY UPON YOU!!!
School starts in 11 days. A new school. None of my friends there. I will be all alone. I was talkin to my mum today and I told her it just felt like I had...outgrown Bowsher. I dont really feel connected to anyone or anything there. Which is scary cuz my friends there used to be my life. But hey, I am actually doing something on my own. Which is like...a whole nother world for me. I just have no desire to be around people, or something like that.
I finally uncovered my JTHM comics. They were in a box. Stupid me. I am so glad to have them back. I have my nose shoved in them every second of the day. My driveway is now a shrine devoted to chalk pictures reliving Nny's most goriest moments. I got in trouble for it. ^^ A lil bit to violent, it seems. Commin from my sister, thats weird, considering my dad had her convineced for the first fifteen years of her life she was the spawn of satan. ^_^'
The party I went to down in Toledo a little while ago was great. I dont know if I've written about that or not. It was a shock seeing Wes there, though I knew he was going to be there. I dunno, just seeing him fucks up my system. Especially when he looked so sad and miserable, though his girlfriend was there with him. But I think I have outgrown him too. No matter what I will always be here for him. And I figure that has to count for something.
I'm not sure what is wrong with me as of late. Just feeling rather...uncaring or something. I have these random boughts where I just dont feel anything at all. And I think this is one of them. And it really scares me, cuz its like, if I am not feeling anything, I dont really know what I could do. Does that make sense? Well, who cares if it does. I dont think it is supposed to.
So now I leave you, and if you dont note me, I will unleash my SATANIC HEAD BITEY UPON YOU!!!