thanks you guys, I love you!
this entry is specifically for these people... Jordan w, Bryan w, Jennifer m, Jessica h, Kyle h,.
I know none of you wil proably ever read this,, but, I just wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
MY family and friends, youve been with me for years, and have always been there for me, when I needed someone. Thank you. I wanted you to kow, what i said earlier wasnt about you guys. It was about "others" You know who I mean.
Jordan, Bry, you guys are my cousins, but it goes deeper than that, your two of my best friends and I love you.
Jen, Its been 9 years, and your still be my side, thank you, your the best friend someone could have. Besides, who else would i stay up all night watchign inuyasha and bam and other shit with? who else would i talk bout "little red riding shirt" with for years and years ? LOL....ur the best! rock on!
Jessica, your growing up and its weird, your exactly like a little sister to me, infact you are, by choice,,your so much more like your sister asheley than you'll ever know. But the, againyour different, your unique and noone could ever take her place or yours. Im glad you and your family came into my life, I wouldnt be the same bitch i am today with out you guys. You'll never read this, but its hard to believe its been 5 years since we met. I remeber the first two weeks i started coming down the house to see asheley, i made zach knock on the door, cause i was too nervous around davie. LOL....but you already knew that... Remeber the woodpile clubhouse? and all the time i spent starign at your older brother? I hope i have many more wonderful times with you and your family. You guys keep me stroong.
Kyle, Your so young, if you saw this,i doubt you could read it lol... I know you miss asheley, I do too, just remeber, shes still here, onl her body went to the grave. Shes your guardian angel now. Only now, she wont call you names or beat you up LOL Youll always be my little brother at heart, i love you and always will.
Asheley, god girl I miss you, I know your lookign down on us from wherever you are now. I hoep your happy. Even through all the fighting, those three years, with you as my best friend were the best three years of my life. It make sme wonder, why we never started talking sooner. Your family misses you too but thru all the turmoil they are still going strong. its been 2 years since the funeral, and I can still see your smile fresh in my mind. Your my guiding spirit. You always held up th einnocent act quite well lol.... I know you'd probably stop me right now, and slap me for beign all gushy... but I always think of you. One day we'll meet again.
I just wanted to say soemthign to you guys, that I wluld never do in person. You knw me, quiet,, loud, hyper, calm, happy, broodign,, all different things but never sentimental, (unless its about a song or rockstar or somethign) lol,,,,,i luv you guys, im always here for you...rock on!
I know none of you wil proably ever read this,, but, I just wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
MY family and friends, youve been with me for years, and have always been there for me, when I needed someone. Thank you. I wanted you to kow, what i said earlier wasnt about you guys. It was about "others" You know who I mean.
Jordan, Bry, you guys are my cousins, but it goes deeper than that, your two of my best friends and I love you.
Jen, Its been 9 years, and your still be my side, thank you, your the best friend someone could have. Besides, who else would i stay up all night watchign inuyasha and bam and other shit with? who else would i talk bout "little red riding shirt" with for years and years ? LOL....ur the best! rock on!
Jessica, your growing up and its weird, your exactly like a little sister to me, infact you are, by choice,,your so much more like your sister asheley than you'll ever know. But the, againyour different, your unique and noone could ever take her place or yours. Im glad you and your family came into my life, I wouldnt be the same bitch i am today with out you guys. You'll never read this, but its hard to believe its been 5 years since we met. I remeber the first two weeks i started coming down the house to see asheley, i made zach knock on the door, cause i was too nervous around davie. LOL....but you already knew that... Remeber the woodpile clubhouse? and all the time i spent starign at your older brother? I hope i have many more wonderful times with you and your family. You guys keep me stroong.
Kyle, Your so young, if you saw this,i doubt you could read it lol... I know you miss asheley, I do too, just remeber, shes still here, onl her body went to the grave. Shes your guardian angel now. Only now, she wont call you names or beat you up LOL Youll always be my little brother at heart, i love you and always will.
Asheley, god girl I miss you, I know your lookign down on us from wherever you are now. I hoep your happy. Even through all the fighting, those three years, with you as my best friend were the best three years of my life. It make sme wonder, why we never started talking sooner. Your family misses you too but thru all the turmoil they are still going strong. its been 2 years since the funeral, and I can still see your smile fresh in my mind. Your my guiding spirit. You always held up th einnocent act quite well lol.... I know you'd probably stop me right now, and slap me for beign all gushy... but I always think of you. One day we'll meet again.
I just wanted to say soemthign to you guys, that I wluld never do in person. You knw me, quiet,, loud, hyper, calm, happy, broodign,, all different things but never sentimental, (unless its about a song or rockstar or somethign) lol,,,,,i luv you guys, im always here for you...rock on!