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for a full 24 hours.. i didnt go on final fantasy xi. ZOMG! of course nearly all that time was spent sleeping. and i cant sleep now. puki has work from now on.. for a few hours everyday so i talk to her less and less. july needs to come soon. i fill my days with talking to puki online, tommy's friends, movies, xbox360, ffxi, heather, and thats about it. no offense to everything i listed but i need more than that to go through my day. i need friends that i can see and hang out with just TO hang out with. i need a puki i can cuddle in my arms and whisper worthless things to and talk about everything. i need a noodle street across the street to eat at. i need those moments of naked bliss. i need puki and the home that she represents. god damn it.. its like calling home once a day.. thats not the same as BEING home.
puki and i made it to augury rock in guildwars. yay almost for ascension. i have to do a dune of DEATH run for puki and i to do a mission. and heather ran me to droknar's forge after puki's internet kicked her. thank you heather. i can now get decent armor and be better for puki.
i think puki might be angry at me. i wasnt really paying attention to her when i was on the fone with her tonight but it really wasnt that i didnt WANT to pay attention to her. heather took the time outta her day to do a suicide run for me, but it wasnt even that that took me away. i can never really hear puki well on the fone for some reason. ALWAYS her goodbyes and i love yous at the end get cut off and last night i could barely hear anything puki said. and whenever i did hear something, it wasnt targeted at me. it made conversation difficult and i couldnt focus on multiple things at once. i'm sorry puki. i wasnt giving up fone time with you for heather. okay i was but i couldnt hear you and heather was trying to be nice (for once). =D. so i'm sorry.
hollies and i STILL LOVE YOU PUKI!!! not heather (at least not THAT way) and not hannah (stop having sad dreams about me damn it) and not angie (LOL) and not... iono KAREN (LOLOLOL).
I LOVE JENNIFER TOY MAI LEOUNG PUCCI DAMN IT
i think thats it for now.. i'm gonna log on ffxi because i cant sleep
puki and i made it to augury rock in guildwars. yay almost for ascension. i have to do a dune of DEATH run for puki and i to do a mission. and heather ran me to droknar's forge after puki's internet kicked her. thank you heather. i can now get decent armor and be better for puki.
i think puki might be angry at me. i wasnt really paying attention to her when i was on the fone with her tonight but it really wasnt that i didnt WANT to pay attention to her. heather took the time outta her day to do a suicide run for me, but it wasnt even that that took me away. i can never really hear puki well on the fone for some reason. ALWAYS her goodbyes and i love yous at the end get cut off and last night i could barely hear anything puki said. and whenever i did hear something, it wasnt targeted at me. it made conversation difficult and i couldnt focus on multiple things at once. i'm sorry puki. i wasnt giving up fone time with you for heather. okay i was but i couldnt hear you and heather was trying to be nice (for once). =D. so i'm sorry.
hollies and i STILL LOVE YOU PUKI!!! not heather (at least not THAT way) and not hannah (stop having sad dreams about me damn it) and not angie (LOL) and not... iono KAREN (LOLOLOL).
I LOVE JENNIFER TOY MAI LEOUNG PUCCI DAMN IT
i think thats it for now.. i'm gonna log on ffxi because i cant sleep