IM GOING BACK TO FLORIDA!!! TO VISIT... the weekend of march 10
things are going great, and only getting better. the apartment im staying at is officially all mine. excpet for the furniture. hehe.
i've been through alot since i've been out here, but aparently it wasnt anything that got the best of me.
it seems not matter where i go or how long i'm gone, everyone finds me, and i hear about everything. sometimes thats a good thing. other times i'd rather not here it.
i heard about chris and alyson the other day. i dont really know how i feel about the subject... i knew it would happen. i knew it was happening. and i couldnt sleep the night it did happen. but im ok with that.
i dont wish bad upon anyone. even adam, although sometimes i almost let him get the best of me.
i was ok with it when i heard it, and im even better now.
im going to be honest, i hurt, but it should have probably hurt more if i really cared as much as i thought i did.
i guess you dont know what you had till its gone. BUT everything happens for a reason. AND at the same time, all the bad that happens makes you realize youre better than that. and you realize what you are worth and what it takes for someone to fullfill that in you. YOU ar ethe one that got away, not them...
IM GOING BACK TO FLORIDA!!! TO VISIT... the weekend of march 10... sweet.
i get to see alex and shawn.
i've been through alot since i've been out here, but aparently it wasnt anything that got the best of me.
it seems not matter where i go or how long i'm gone, everyone finds me, and i hear about everything. sometimes thats a good thing. other times i'd rather not here it.
i heard about chris and alyson the other day. i dont really know how i feel about the subject... i knew it would happen. i knew it was happening. and i couldnt sleep the night it did happen. but im ok with that.
i dont wish bad upon anyone. even adam, although sometimes i almost let him get the best of me.
i was ok with it when i heard it, and im even better now.
im going to be honest, i hurt, but it should have probably hurt more if i really cared as much as i thought i did.
i guess you dont know what you had till its gone. BUT everything happens for a reason. AND at the same time, all the bad that happens makes you realize youre better than that. and you realize what you are worth and what it takes for someone to fullfill that in you. YOU ar ethe one that got away, not them...
IM GOING BACK TO FLORIDA!!! TO VISIT... the weekend of march 10... sweet.
i get to see alex and shawn.