yesterday shmesterday
yesterday was wonderful.
i saw people i havent seen in a while.
i should get together with some of my old peeps.
i need more music.
im getting tired of listening to the same stuff ive had for a while.
i need new stuff...stuff that will blow my mind.
if i had a faster computer i would be finding music for myself.
but i dont.
i got home yesterday really fucked up and just sat in my room...in the dark watching the media player animation thing while listening to anything that sounded cool.
i was watching this one big orange blob on the screen thinking to myself that that was the universe.
it was bumping to the beats of the song i was listening to.
i thought that that was the song the universe would beat to if it was like that...
it was so beautiful to me i almost started to cry.
the thing that makes me laugh though was i sat on my bed and took out this little colorful bag i had in my backpack with little colorful stones in it and started closing my eyes and picking them one by one.
i started setting them on my bed in a line going up.
each one i picked was a stage of my life.
like the green slender one was the stage of my life where i would be the most artistic.
i looked at the shapes and the colorful designs on them and made up what they ment in my life.
the first one was my past.
then the second one was the next stage of my life.
then the third one was the next stage of my life etc.
i wish the fowers would come back.
i saw people i havent seen in a while.
i should get together with some of my old peeps.
i need more music.
im getting tired of listening to the same stuff ive had for a while.
i need new stuff...stuff that will blow my mind.
if i had a faster computer i would be finding music for myself.
but i dont.
i got home yesterday really fucked up and just sat in my room...in the dark watching the media player animation thing while listening to anything that sounded cool.
i was watching this one big orange blob on the screen thinking to myself that that was the universe.
it was bumping to the beats of the song i was listening to.
i thought that that was the song the universe would beat to if it was like that...
it was so beautiful to me i almost started to cry.
the thing that makes me laugh though was i sat on my bed and took out this little colorful bag i had in my backpack with little colorful stones in it and started closing my eyes and picking them one by one.
i started setting them on my bed in a line going up.
each one i picked was a stage of my life.
like the green slender one was the stage of my life where i would be the most artistic.
i looked at the shapes and the colorful designs on them and made up what they ment in my life.
the first one was my past.
then the second one was the next stage of my life.
then the third one was the next stage of my life etc.
i wish the fowers would come back.