*sighs*im sick again
(i cant get my lj cut to work so bare with me ppl)
I know i havent been writing-but that was before we got a new computer.now i can actually do stuff on here without it taking me 5 years!plus i get to talk to my cyber sis's again!well,hopes the only one that's been on but i dont have a problem wit dat ^-^.She drew a totally awsome pic for me too!i'll have to put it on here later (its on my jumpdrive which is back in my bedroom n i really dont feel like getting up right now).Anyway,the internet keeps acting up though.*growls*it wont stop kicking me off.but we cant afford high speed so i'll just have to deal.
*huffs*i've been feeling horrible though.i cant eat cause i'll either throw it up or feel totally out of it,my heads killing me,i havent been able to breath a couple of times,im shaking like theres no tomorrow,i keep getting nose bleeds,and all ive been doing is sleeping.i know it sounds alot like before but that was totally different.that was a mix between a cold and my inflamed tooth-this is something completely different.but im not about to tell u anymore cause ive got family on here and im trusting them not to tell mom n dad.
i dont want them to find out cause then they'll drag me off to the doctor-have them tell us its just the heat-n still have to pay for it anyway!i've already cost them enough,i can handle wa evers wrong wit me now without any help thank u.so please dont say anything.
Lizzies an emotional mess and im trying my best to be there for her,but she seems to be just ignoring anything i say.so i just listen.Then dads been really snippy.hes had to do several undergrounds in this heat which has been taking its toll and doesnt take his blood pressure medican till he needs it.not to mention Rosa's been a complete bitch (leading us to fight which piss's dad off even more) n it looks like theres no letting up and Cassies home drama.PLUS my whole perspective on someone has totally messed with my mind.i dont know wa to think about that.*sighs smiling weakly*but im ok.
*stares blankly at the computer screen*i think i'll end this entery.ttupl.*waves running away*
I know i havent been writing-but that was before we got a new computer.now i can actually do stuff on here without it taking me 5 years!plus i get to talk to my cyber sis's again!well,hopes the only one that's been on but i dont have a problem wit dat ^-^.She drew a totally awsome pic for me too!i'll have to put it on here later (its on my jumpdrive which is back in my bedroom n i really dont feel like getting up right now).Anyway,the internet keeps acting up though.*growls*it wont stop kicking me off.but we cant afford high speed so i'll just have to deal.
*huffs*i've been feeling horrible though.i cant eat cause i'll either throw it up or feel totally out of it,my heads killing me,i havent been able to breath a couple of times,im shaking like theres no tomorrow,i keep getting nose bleeds,and all ive been doing is sleeping.i know it sounds alot like before but that was totally different.that was a mix between a cold and my inflamed tooth-this is something completely different.but im not about to tell u anymore cause ive got family on here and im trusting them not to tell mom n dad.
i dont want them to find out cause then they'll drag me off to the doctor-have them tell us its just the heat-n still have to pay for it anyway!i've already cost them enough,i can handle wa evers wrong wit me now without any help thank u.so please dont say anything.
Lizzies an emotional mess and im trying my best to be there for her,but she seems to be just ignoring anything i say.so i just listen.Then dads been really snippy.hes had to do several undergrounds in this heat which has been taking its toll and doesnt take his blood pressure medican till he needs it.not to mention Rosa's been a complete bitch (leading us to fight which piss's dad off even more) n it looks like theres no letting up and Cassies home drama.PLUS my whole perspective on someone has totally messed with my mind.i dont know wa to think about that.*sighs smiling weakly*but im ok.
*stares blankly at the computer screen*i think i'll end this entery.ttupl.*waves running away*