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I've been feeling kind of crummy lately. I'm not bad at ceramics, exactly, I just don't have very good luck with it. Like, my vessel looked really great and crap, but when I was about halfway done it "decided" to collapse. a_a; World Civ is kind of weird... I really like the class and the teacher, but I really suck at quizzes so I have a not-so-great grade. On the first test I got a 95, which is cool or whatever, but so many bad little grades isn't helping me. I'm doing good in English and in Algebra I'm doing okay. 99 in English, and I'm not sure about my current Algebra grade, but last I checked I had a 94. Which is good, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm really struggling, and that grade is like, really dated.
I still have about no friends in any of my classes. The only one is Andrew, but we're not really buddy-buddy. There's this kid named Rand in three of my four classes who sometimes comments on my hair or just asks me something random, but we're not friends... And I know if I want to be friends with the guy I have to actually make an effort. Which I do WANT to.. I'm just no good at it.
Chiisu and I haven't been able to talk much lately, which is the worst of all this. That general "down" feeling has come back, and I feel crummy almost all the time. It's just not fair that everyone else can be with the person they love with little complications and I feel as if we're perfect for each other, but the distance is keeping us apart so much that we can't even really talk every day.
I still have about no friends in any of my classes. The only one is Andrew, but we're not really buddy-buddy. There's this kid named Rand in three of my four classes who sometimes comments on my hair or just asks me something random, but we're not friends... And I know if I want to be friends with the guy I have to actually make an effort. Which I do WANT to.. I'm just no good at it.
Chiisu and I haven't been able to talk much lately, which is the worst of all this. That general "down" feeling has come back, and I feel crummy almost all the time. It's just not fair that everyone else can be with the person they love with little complications and I feel as if we're perfect for each other, but the distance is keeping us apart so much that we can't even really talk every day.