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it's been a crazy several months. i'm pooped and i want to rest. tonight i'm going to eat takeout salvadorean food, smoke lots of weed, and read "master and margarita." i haven't read a book in russian in a long time, the old vocabulary is getting rusty.
i can't believe an entire year just went by. exactly a year ago i moved back to sf for good. i was in a relationship i believed would last forever, i was slightly younger and a lot dumber. i feel like this is a good time. everything has changed in the blink of an eye but it's gonna get even better i think.
part of me wants to move away to a different state, just immerse myself in a completely new life, a completely different world. but then i think maybe i should just move to berkeley or oakland, or even just to the sunset or richmond, where life would be quieter, calmer. i can't honestly see myself leaving sf, but i don't want this to be the only thing i know. i'm a little confused and i hope i can figure it out in time.
i can't believe an entire year just went by. exactly a year ago i moved back to sf for good. i was in a relationship i believed would last forever, i was slightly younger and a lot dumber. i feel like this is a good time. everything has changed in the blink of an eye but it's gonna get even better i think.
part of me wants to move away to a different state, just immerse myself in a completely new life, a completely different world. but then i think maybe i should just move to berkeley or oakland, or even just to the sunset or richmond, where life would be quieter, calmer. i can't honestly see myself leaving sf, but i don't want this to be the only thing i know. i'm a little confused and i hope i can figure it out in time.