May 15, 2004 18:47
I AM SO TOTALLY FREAKIN BORED RIGHT NOW THAT I WANT TO PULL MY EYES FROM MY FREAKIN SOCKETS.
On a lighter note, twitch called me. i just heart talking to him!! i don't know what it is, but i have so much fun talking to him. and i feel like i can be myself around him without really worrying about being a dork, cuz that's how we are...DORKY!!
so his lunchlady mom told me to be his girlfriend because he is cool. i plan on that very soon, but i have to make wise decisions. am i really ready to date someone?
i'm thinking that i am. maybe way back in my mind i just wasn't ready to date oj because i didn't like him...or maybe i didn't want to date him in the first place. i don't know. i'm still confused about that. maybe hanging out with twitch will help me decide if i am ready to date him. i hope i am, cuz i feel ready.
don't know what i'm gonna do about seeing him, though. i don't know if they have youth over the summer. i doubt it. bummer.
well, he told me even if all he had left was a half ounce of blood, he'd still wait.
don't know how sweet that sort of analogy is, but hey. it means he'll wait. *sigh*
gotta do some laundry.
much loveliness,
katie