Look Up To The Skies Before You Die..
I dont rememeber a time since like sophmore year when Ive felt this shitty about myself. In the back of my mind I know some people care about me but I feel so completely alone. This isnt whining this is just how I feel so if you dont like it.. theres more to life than just you. So yep got in a car accident, missed work because the kid that wanted my shift never showed up.. then to top it off someone egged my car last night. What the fuck did I do to deserve all this? I especially like the fact that neither of my parents asked me if I was okay it was just about the car. I hate the fact that most people look at me and all I can see is dollar signs in their eyes. Its one of the worst feelings in the world just knowing your own parents see you as an item and not a person. Other people you can pretty much ignore it but Im over here dieing inside and just trying to figure out how to make money as fast as I can to get the hell out of here. I know what Im going to do and I think most of you do too. So yes I got my impifiny.. my goal in life isnt to be happy or successful anymore. Its just to disappear and stop hurting people.