She's Still Sorry.. Don't Forget She Tried
So today I ran across a lot of old pictures.. You know those little things that make you feel like a shitty person? Well mine is that I used to break a lot of hearts.. it was never intentional and they always knew I would never stick around for long.
I stayed friends with a lot of my old guys or whatever you want to refer to them as. I just call them old friends for the most part. Don't get me wrong I love love love my boyfriend to death he's really good to me so dont go anyone taking this that I'm even slightly considering leaving him or regretting anything because thats really far off and not true in the slightest.
All of us are left in some form or another the what if questions that you cant seem to get to leave even something as simple as when I saw one guy affected who I went out with and who without even thinking twice blew off for what was the last and final time.
So this is my apology. To every girl thats been hurt by a guy that for reasons unknown still had feelings for me.
To the guys that compare every girl to me to find them insufficient.. which they really shouldnt there are a ton of great girls out there.
To the guys that I took the time with only to push them away almost immediatly scared of hurting them but hurt them anyways that way.
To the friends of the people that had to sit there and not say a word.. ive been in your shoes too by the way.
To every single person I didnt notice for that second you needed me or all you wanted was for me to know your name.. I knew it I just couldnt bring myself to say it until it was too late and I'm so very very sorry.
to the girl that wanted to just walk down a hall with me and get some advice but I barely noticed her outside of the circle of friends between us. I'm sorry. I know its late but i'm sorry.
Of course to the people that heard my name after I left and dont have a clue to who I am but only hear the stories of parties and random crazy adventures.. count yourselves lucky indeed you missed out on the good times but under the facade we all have theres always a bad side.
to everyone that broke the rules and never got caught.. If I taught you how I really hope youre teaching someone else now.. dont be greedy i wasnt.
So yes this will seem odd to you all and kind of conceited and cocky on my part but each type of person mentioned knows who they are and they know which part was made for them... though one person on this list will never see this.. only because I dont know where he is.. that one phone call to stay in touch and I was just to busy..So this may seem like a lot of apologies but trust me there's many more to go.. and I was one of the nice ones.. How many do you have to make?
Love,
~Andi Marie~
I stayed friends with a lot of my old guys or whatever you want to refer to them as. I just call them old friends for the most part. Don't get me wrong I love love love my boyfriend to death he's really good to me so dont go anyone taking this that I'm even slightly considering leaving him or regretting anything because thats really far off and not true in the slightest.
All of us are left in some form or another the what if questions that you cant seem to get to leave even something as simple as when I saw one guy affected who I went out with and who without even thinking twice blew off for what was the last and final time.
So this is my apology. To every girl thats been hurt by a guy that for reasons unknown still had feelings for me.
To the guys that compare every girl to me to find them insufficient.. which they really shouldnt there are a ton of great girls out there.
To the guys that I took the time with only to push them away almost immediatly scared of hurting them but hurt them anyways that way.
To the friends of the people that had to sit there and not say a word.. ive been in your shoes too by the way.
To every single person I didnt notice for that second you needed me or all you wanted was for me to know your name.. I knew it I just couldnt bring myself to say it until it was too late and I'm so very very sorry.
to the girl that wanted to just walk down a hall with me and get some advice but I barely noticed her outside of the circle of friends between us. I'm sorry. I know its late but i'm sorry.
Of course to the people that heard my name after I left and dont have a clue to who I am but only hear the stories of parties and random crazy adventures.. count yourselves lucky indeed you missed out on the good times but under the facade we all have theres always a bad side.
to everyone that broke the rules and never got caught.. If I taught you how I really hope youre teaching someone else now.. dont be greedy i wasnt.
So yes this will seem odd to you all and kind of conceited and cocky on my part but each type of person mentioned knows who they are and they know which part was made for them... though one person on this list will never see this.. only because I dont know where he is.. that one phone call to stay in touch and I was just to busy..So this may seem like a lot of apologies but trust me there's many more to go.. and I was one of the nice ones.. How many do you have to make?
Love,
~Andi Marie~