Unforgiving
It’s Disappointing -
Revolting what you've done to me
To others
And it’s morbid,
The thoughts you had
All those times you were mad
And you took your frustration out on us.
It’s ludicrous,
Outlandish, but every crime you're convicted of
Is true it reeks of you and the colour that you really are.
You're heart is black, I haven't seen you taken back
By any of this mess that's separated us all.
Its hurtful, and I yearn for a father figure of who I can never have
I'm disappointed about times you laughed and took this matter
As a joke, I always hoped that you were just doing this to me
Not to anybody else - no one in between
Because those who are quiet should not be left unseen -
I'm speaking on behalf of those who feel unclean
I'm representing those who dreamed of this to happen to them
I'm speaking on behalf of all those men and women
Who live through this each and everyday
And they struggle to find a way
To continue a way of life
That will not trigger them
Even though they're inevitable
And those of us are so dependable
On people like me to want to make a change
Who don't want their feelings displayed
Their matters spoken in a dream
That is left unseen.
But I'm making sure you can hear me clearly-
Because there are those who’d die for this hearing
Thus its something they deserve so dearly
But they are left alone in their silence,
They’re left alone in their recurrence of dreams
And nightmares and flashbacks and turn backs in time
Hoping, wishing that everything would be fine
But nothing ever is.
Nothing. Ever. Is.
So I’m speaking to you now
And I don’t appreciate what you’ve done to me
I wont forget yet I’m still unforgiving
Maybe one point in my life I’ll come to terms with myself,
To finally relieve the guilt off of someone else.
Revolting what you've done to me
To others
And it’s morbid,
The thoughts you had
All those times you were mad
And you took your frustration out on us.
It’s ludicrous,
Outlandish, but every crime you're convicted of
Is true it reeks of you and the colour that you really are.
You're heart is black, I haven't seen you taken back
By any of this mess that's separated us all.
Its hurtful, and I yearn for a father figure of who I can never have
I'm disappointed about times you laughed and took this matter
As a joke, I always hoped that you were just doing this to me
Not to anybody else - no one in between
Because those who are quiet should not be left unseen -
I'm speaking on behalf of those who feel unclean
I'm representing those who dreamed of this to happen to them
I'm speaking on behalf of all those men and women
Who live through this each and everyday
And they struggle to find a way
To continue a way of life
That will not trigger them
Even though they're inevitable
And those of us are so dependable
On people like me to want to make a change
Who don't want their feelings displayed
Their matters spoken in a dream
That is left unseen.
But I'm making sure you can hear me clearly-
Because there are those who’d die for this hearing
Thus its something they deserve so dearly
But they are left alone in their silence,
They’re left alone in their recurrence of dreams
And nightmares and flashbacks and turn backs in time
Hoping, wishing that everything would be fine
But nothing ever is.
Nothing. Ever. Is.
So I’m speaking to you now
And I don’t appreciate what you’ve done to me
I wont forget yet I’m still unforgiving
Maybe one point in my life I’ll come to terms with myself,
To finally relieve the guilt off of someone else.