Dec 27, 2010 04:08
I pound my fist onto the lock, making it pop open magically. It's always been easier to do this rather than turning the numbers every morning. Sorting out my books, I hummed to myself softly, trying to distract myself. From what ? You'll know soon. My eyes widened when I couldn't find my chemistry book, fingers fumbling frantically now. Letting out a frustrated sigh, I let my shoulders slouch. I must have left it at home last Saturday. Great, just great.
" Morning, babe. " Jonghyun sang.
Oh, wonderful. This is what I was trying to distract myself from. I watched as he literally threw his hand at his locker and hit the hell out of it. It squeaked open miserably, and I gulped. That was the only reason I dealt with him. He could kill me, in one swift moment. Literally. Oh, he taught me the short cut to open my locker too. Managing a small smile, I started to re-arrange the messed books being the neat freak I am. Because really, I needed to do something to kill time as well. But that's when I saw his hand come towards me, and it took all the effort in the world to not flinch. I just blinked at him stupidly whilst he spread his palm across my forehead and frowned.
" I think you've got a cold, babe. " He rolled off his tongue.
I manage to mumble something before he took his hands away. Well, you'll come to know that all he ever calls me is, babe. He stood in front of me, that frown never fading. I swear, the way his eyebrows knit scare me more than bugs. I find myself blushing as the seconds pass, he always treats me like his boyfriend or something. But in reality, he's just my locker partner. We're not even in the same year ! He's older, not to mention stronger. Laughing softly and waving my hand slightly, I try to brush it off. There was nothing you could do about my immune system, it was winter, the time of the year I am always sick. Just when I was about to say something, Jonghyun sneaked close and pecked my cheek. You'd think I would have freaked, but nope. That was part of the morning drill for me.
" Take care. babe. " Jonghyun whispered.
Slamming his locker shut, he gave me his classic smile before walking off for class. Wrapping the scarf around my neck tighter, I closed my own locker before turning on my heels. But that was as far as I got, because what I saw next really scarred my eyes. I have no idea how distorted my face must have looked, but I didn't care. First thing I saw;
Tongue. And loads of it. Then I saw the way Jinki's hands were roaming all over Key. Roaming over places they shouldn't. Not to mention the teeth action, as well as the noise. Groaning internally, I walked right past, trying to erase the imagery, but it just wouldn't go.
This is not the first time I've seen them go at it. Not the second or third either. In the back of Jinki's car, at the foot of the stairs, at the lockers and finally, in the cafeteria. The way they just devour one another, it kinda creeps me out. The way their tongues clash and teeth cling, it just looks painful to me. Oh well, you probably know that I've never had my first kiss now. I have nothing to hide, nothing at all. Well maybe that stack of illegal DVD's back home. This whole topic makes me think of Jonghyun. I mean, that dude is complex. Seriously, maybe bipolar even. And by now, you probably also know that I'm downright scared shitless of him. I have all reasons to, actually. My first day at school, and I saw him puncturing the living crap out of some guy with those massive hands. Just imagine my freshman horror.
The class was rowdy as usual and I just simply retreated to my corner and kept to myself. That's what I usually do, wait till Minho arrives. But this time, before I could do some good reading, the class door opened in a way too familiar manner. When I saw Jonghyun walk in like he belonged here, I felt my throat dry up. This was why everyone in this school thought that we were going out, this. All froze, quieting down significantly. He stopped at my table and placed that hand on my head and ruffled my brown hair affectionately. Dropping a box of pills on my table, he bent down to give me that usual peck. I could almost feel the way everyone must have hung their mouths open.
" Don't fall ill, babe. " He murmured before sliding out of my class.
I know just how many questions people were dying to ask, I really do. But I'm so bloody grateful none of them are brave enough to. I don't get it really, Jonghyun only favours a few people. How the hell did I end up as one of them ? Do tell me if you figure it out. Trying to hide my flushed cheeks with the book, I busied myself with it to distract myself. Yeah, all I ever did when Jonghyun was around was distracting myself. Why ? Tell me if you figure that out as well. By the time it was lunch break, I was down with a fever, totally. And my head hurt like a bitch. Grabbing a bun from the counter, I paid for it before turning right on my feet and looking at Minho. He looked pretty concerned, but he knew better than to repeat the same question a million times. I tugged on his hand and forced him to come and sit down and just eat.
" You look ... pretty sexy when you're sick. " Minho remarked, grinning as he bit into his burger.
I just rolled my eyes and bit on my own bun, which ended up tasting like cardboard. Oh no, this was one of the signs of a nasty cold. I whined softly and shifted my eyes to look behind. Turned out it was the wrong thing to do. Jonghyun was slinging an arm around Jinki's shoulders and laughing his ass off. I know I was looking at Jinki smiling normally but all that was running in my head was his tongue. His tongue all over Jonghyun's face, slobbering everything in it's way. That wet thing sliding all over, twisting and turning flexibly. Now you know why seeing Jinki disturbs me so much. I shook my head stubbornly. Bad Taemin, what are you doing ? Ah, Of course Jonghyun saw me practically slouching on the wall and nibbling on my bread uninterestedly. I tried my best not to look at Jinki as they came closer.
Jonghyun slipped onto free space on the bench beside me almost immediately. I wanted to kick Minho's knee so hard when he got up, trying his best to keep that smile off his face as he left us alone. He was such a dickhead sometimes. Jonghyun hung his arm around my entire frame as he turned his body towards me, holding me close. Really, We aren't that close. I swear.
" Tae, you okay ? " He whispered so soft, I could barely hear him.
I know he was asking me a question, but holy crap. Did he just call me by my name ? Or a syllable of my name ? I didn't even know he knew my name ! I mean after all that time of calling me babe, I just kinda assumed that. So, I just stared at him, too freaking shocked to even move a muscle. I must have scared him a little, because he inched closer and searched my eyes.
" O..Oh, I'll live. " I stuttered back.
Now, thinking back, maybe we are close, in a very weird way. That frown was back and it stayed as he rubbed my back comfortingly. I couldn't help but laugh, I mean, come on. I know he's sweet but this was out of his character. Or so I thought. First, he gave me his woolen scarf and put it on top of the one I already wore. Then he broke the pill from it's packaging and gave it to me before following it up with water. I started to notice all of the stuff I never really noticed before. Like how his skin was seriously flawless, and the mole on his neck that stood out so prominently. Maybe I was too concerned with whether he might punch me to really be grateful for his kindness. Lord, just slap me. Or strike me with lightning, whichever is easier for you.
" Jonghyun, thanks for everything. I really appreciate it. A lot. Seriously. " I said, and strangely, It wasn't difficult to say.
My own chest warmed up when that frown turned into a huge smile, the one where you were blinded by those straight rows of ridiculously white teeth. I immediately broke eye contact, a habit of mine when things could get awkward for me, and instead looked at my lap as I smiled. But I hasn't expected what came next. I watched from my peripheral vision as he moved and I knew what was coming, that peck. However, instead of planting those lips on my cheek, he pressed them against my own. It ended as fast as it started, with him still smiling away. I only snapped out of it when I heard a cough and only then did I remember that Jinki was still standing behind. Jonghyun got of the bench with ease and threaded his fingers through my hair before leaving. I tried to hide my face with the scarves because right now, my entire brain was screwed up. I only looked up and fouled under my breath when Minho kicked my shin as he got back into his seat, smirking away.
What the hell.
The rest of school was a blur, literally, I think Jonghyun gave me brain damage. I ignored every single thing Minho said, sang, spat and teased me with. Not that difficult really, just smiled on the outside and imagined cutting him up with a dagger inside. Nothing was going on with us, I am pretty sure about that. Haha. Maybe Jonghyun's just weird like that, you know. weird.
" You're coming Taemin, you are so coming ! " Minho practically yelled.
" No, I'm not. " I replied back, even though I wasn't listening, I knew he was talking about the soccer game tonight.
" Come on, min. You're his bitch, you gotta cheer for him there. " Minho snickered.
I stopped in my tracks and turned to face Minho. Okay that's it buddy, even six years of friendship can't save you from that one. Dropping all of my expressions, I put on my best poker face and just crossed my arms and yet, Minho just burst into laughter. I sucked in a huge breath before heaving it out. It's okay, I can control myself. Totally. Next thing I knew, my right leg flew up in between both of his, and smacked something really hard. Smirking triumphantly while he groaned in agony, I simply walked off and quickly made my way back home, with that bitch of a headache.
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" Minho, M..Minho, I'm sorry. " I choked out, holding the blankets to my chest.
" Apology denied. " He hissed between his teeth.
Of course my mom let him in, all the way to my bedroom and even gave him the privilege of waking me up from my slumber. He narrowed his eyes at me and rolled up his sleeves as I gulped. I'm screwed, seriously screwed. I tried to make a run for it when he lunged but failed miserably when his fingers dug into my ribs and latched themselves there. I whimpered in pain and laughter as he tickled the apeshit out of me, tears were practically cascading down my cheeks. When I was fighting for my breath after rolling off my bed, he decided to stop. Instead, he grabbed my coat and dragged me out of my room by my collar. You know, this is why he doesn't have a girlfriend yet. You'd think he was a gentleman. Oh, please.
I stumbled as Minho pushed me towards the bleachers before he strutted that jock ass towards their coach. I managed to catch my balance and just looked around for a while before I realised I was alone. I mean, there were tons of others here, but none of them whom I knew. Somehow I found myself not sitting down with them, I think I was under the bleachers actually. But that's when I heard it. Those all too familiar noises which haunted me day and night.
Reluctantly turning, I saw Jinki. And that tongue. Oh lord, that tongue. His mouth practically sucking all of Key in. I mean, I'm happy for them, but seriously, do they have to make out all the time ? Jinki ran his hands down Key's back and the approving sound that Key let out, made me cringe and turn away. I placed both hands to my ears as I started to walk around in this maze of wooden stuff. I hummed my favourite song just in case Key decides to vocalise all of a sudden.My sneakers crunch at the grass as I keep going, bending my head a little every now and then to make sure I don't slam it against the many bars of wood above me.
I could already see the end, just a little more and I could walk right out of it, out of this field and right to my house. I was already planning on the excuse I would be giving Minho but then everything stopped. I freeze, my eyes making out the sole figure that was leaning against a wooden beam. Jonghyun had his arms crossed, his eyes lazily gazing at the grass. He looked pretty deep in thought like that, it makes me wonder just what he was thinking about. I let out a sigh when I remember the day's earlier events, that stupid kiss. Wrong move it seemed. Jonghyun immediately turned his head towards me, his eyes widening when he recognised the scrawny boy in front of him. Pulling his lips up, he took a step towards me and I immediately felt my throat close up on me. Why am I freaking out on him ? Oh god, no. No way.
" Feeling better huh ? " He mumbled as he spread his palm across my forehead again.
I nod feebly, avoiding his eyes. I was fine just a minute ago, what is wrong with me ! I felt my cheeks burn when I felt him staring. I knew I had to say something, but I had absolutely no clue what. Hesitantly I looked up slowly and I knew for sure I looked panicky. Jonghyun simply looked right back at me, his face so blank it was starting to scare me. but it was so typical of Jonghyun to have on an expression of sheer nothingness. I think that's what made him so freaking terrifying sometimes. Everything seemed to be moving in slow motion as I watched him blink before reaching forward, his left hand cupping my face.
Maybe it was instinct or something because the moment his lips touched mine, I shut my eyes. Something pooled in my stomach, my chest pressuring my heart to beat faster. Now I knew the reason for the kiss. Jonghyun parted my lips, kissing me more properly and knowingly than I ever would as I stood frozen still. The thrill that ran down my spine made me shudder slightly before gasping. I swear I felt Jonghyun smirk against me, It was almost as if I could see it. It took me a while, but I realised that I was letting him kiss me. I was actually letting Kim Jonghyun, aka hulk, kiss me. Jonghyun didn't hold back from exploring, his free hand tracing my faint curves. I blame those on all the dancing I've done. I think I was already feeling light headed because of the way his lips moved so smoothly against mine. Or maybe it was the way his hand was caressing my hip. But it was probably both. Up till now, I haven't returned the kiss, my brain had just shut down. He must have caught on too, because he tugged on my bottom lip for an indirect answer. Something started back up and I shyly pecked him back. If I was still denying my feelings for him, I would be fucking insane, so I just gave in.
Jonghyun chuckled, the vibrations making the haze in my head grow. Pressing up against me, he kissed harder as he ran a hand down my back. I let my fingers thread through his hair, moving them in a relaxing manner. To my surprise, I heard Jonghyun growl softly. I was trying my best not to smile, but I guess just like me, Jonghyun could almost see it. I already knew his soft spot. Kissing me fully before slowly toning it down, he broke the kiss, however he still touched noses with me.
" I've got to go now. " He whispered and I nodded.
Sliding his hands away from my body, he took a step away from me. I knew I was blushing like crazy, but somehow Jonghyun didn't seem to mind. Giving me a last smile, he turned and started to walk out first. I just stood there and watched as I caught my breath. Just as he was about to go out from the maze, he turned his head back.
" Just so you know, we're going out babe ! " He said, grinning ear to ear.
I couldn't help but let out a small laugh as I nodded once more. That nickname was back again, I kinda missed it to be honest. I took a deep breath, ready to go and watch the game, but a noise caught my attention. I narrowed my eyes, my mouth hanging open slightly in disgust and horror. Turning the other way, I walked slowly towards Key and Jinki, still eating one another. Sighing I tapped Jinki's shoulder, the whole way looking down.
" Uh.. You have a game now, " I squeaked when Jinki jumped and almost landed on me.
Jinki's immediately fouled under his breath before giving his loverboy a last peck and running right out of this place. Key smiled at me sheepishly and I just returned it out of manners. I walked beside Key as we made our way to the bleachers, with him fawning over my shirt the whole way. Key was fun to be around, in fact he was more than nice. Now, if only I could stop thinking of the way Jinki's tongue was always all over him. Nah, not this century. Continuing to smile, I just shook my head up or down whenever he asked me a question. Minho looked at me from the field and looked at Jonghyun before winking. He didn't even stop there, he made kissing actions with his hands to annoy me further.
I just kept the smile before giving him the finger as Key gasped.
* Hey guys ! Wow, been long huh. Okay anyways, since many have been asking and all. I'm leaving =] This will be my last fic. Maybe I might come back, it depends. But as for now, I'm leaving for a couple of solid months. What about Temptations ? I might continue it if I do come back =] I hope I will be missed, and sorry for this sudden decision.I have had a blast of a journey with you, and I feel bad for leaving. Sad too. I wish everyone will stay healthy and happy. Hope you enjoyed times with me ! Let me say this one last time for a long time; enjoy ! ~