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I am an idiot. I jump to conclusions. dammit.
The Melissa girl I was SO excited about, well I met her... and goddammit she is not at all what she seemed to be. Damn MSN.
One, she is completely unattractive
Two, she is overly excentric about everything
Three, she is pushy.
I was turned off by her excentric-ness, it annoyed the hell out of m e, she was way too happy... So giving her the benefit of the doubt i thought 'well maybe she is just nervous' so I figured, ok we will still go out on Saturday, go some where's relaxing get to know each other.. hopefully attractiveness comes later... but no. Anyways, that same day that we met (a friend, Natasha was with me) she took the bus up on its way to Lacewood with us, when she got off the bus she texts me and says "miss me yet lol" and as you all know, I can't text back so i didn't. Then like... half an hour later she texts me again " I think I already have a crush on you lol" WOAH freak out much >..< and I know that sounds dramatic but meh.. don't know how else to describe it. I asked mother and Justin for advice (they do give good advice once in a while ;D) and they just kinda talked me thru' it and helped me NOT say ' EW' ... in a nut shell.. but as for the wanting to be in love part, they just said you can't look for it... just one day you will realize that you care more for someone. (again leave me be about the dramatic-ness) but it's fucking true... and it sucks. goddammit all.
The Melissa girl I was SO excited about, well I met her... and goddammit she is not at all what she seemed to be. Damn MSN.
One, she is completely unattractive
Two, she is overly excentric about everything
Three, she is pushy.
I was turned off by her excentric-ness, it annoyed the hell out of m e, she was way too happy... So giving her the benefit of the doubt i thought 'well maybe she is just nervous' so I figured, ok we will still go out on Saturday, go some where's relaxing get to know each other.. hopefully attractiveness comes later... but no. Anyways, that same day that we met (a friend, Natasha was with me) she took the bus up on its way to Lacewood with us, when she got off the bus she texts me and says "miss me yet lol" and as you all know, I can't text back so i didn't. Then like... half an hour later she texts me again " I think I already have a crush on you lol" WOAH freak out much >..< and I know that sounds dramatic but meh.. don't know how else to describe it. I asked mother and Justin for advice (they do give good advice once in a while ;D) and they just kinda talked me thru' it and helped me NOT say ' EW' ... in a nut shell.. but as for the wanting to be in love part, they just said you can't look for it... just one day you will realize that you care more for someone. (again leave me be about the dramatic-ness) but it's fucking true... and it sucks. goddammit all.