dirty razorblades...
I am having quite possibly the worst night of my life. Not only are Becca and I fighting *which I will admit is mostly my fault* but my mother was just taken to the hospital. I don't know what the hell is going on anymore. I have no clue. My life is falling apart around me and I know that I may not be able to catch all of the pieces. That's what disturbes me the most... not knowing what is going on in my own life it's the worst. Because of my moms surgery she could quite possibly die from anything worse than a common cold. My mothers surgon even called at 9:30 pm to tell my mom to get to the hospital and that he would meet her there. I may very well end up missing WAFL tomorrow so that I can take my brother to school, but I have to be at school for math. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow my life is in shambles right now my mother is my rock, my port in the storm and without her here to talk with me I am just drifting at sea letting the waves bend me to their will.