Is This Love?
“Seohyun, you’ve been giggling a lot to yourself lately,” Yoona commented and nudged Yuri who was next to her. Yuri smiled as the six other girls turned their heads to listen into the conversation, “Did you find yourself a man?”
The eight girls looked at one another as they giggled before turning to look at Seohyun. They all stopped giggling as their expression was replaced with a surprised one when the younger girl shrugged her shoulders, smiling as a small giggle escaped her lips.
I’ve started to have more secrets
I am actually treasuring them
“Oh my God!” Yoona pointed a finger at her as she shouted out, “You do have a man then!”
“Unnie, what are you talking about?” Seohyun questioned, smiling at her as she flipped through her textbook.
The eight girls gathered around Seohyun’s desk, all asking questions while the younger girl could only sigh, repeatedly telling them that nothing was happening in her love life.
“Liar!” Tiffany accused, pointing a finger at her, “You’re keeping it a secret!”
“Am I now?” Seohyun mumbled, a secret smile on her lips as a familiar chestnut haired male entered the classroom.
You are a special person to me
Seohyun looked up from her textbook and made short eye contact with the chestnut haired male, a secret smile on her lips as he went wide-eyed. He immediately looked away from her, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose as he stumbled to get to his seat, a blush evident on his cheeks.
So cute, Seohyun thought as she giggled to herself, looking back at her textbook. The eight girls pouted and started shaking her shoulders, pestering her to tell them her “secret”.
Seohyun kept her lips tight but her irritation started to grow. She was thankful that the teacher came into the room at that instant, making the eight girls scramble to their respected seats.
Seohyun sighed softly as she rested her chin on the palm of her hand and her eyes flickered over toward the chestnut haired male. At that instant, he raised his hand up when the teacher called him, his eyes landed on her.
She bit her bottom lip when he quickly looked away. The corner of her lips tugged upwards as she thought, You’re a special person to me…
All of the songs and love stories on earth
Seem to exist for us, what do you think?
Seohyun plugged in her headphones into her ear as she hit “shuffle songs” on her iPod. A smile instantly plastered onto her lips as a familiar love song played in her ears. She lifted her eyes away from her iPod and at that moment, the chestnut haired male was walking out of his classroom.
Seohyun glanced around the hallway, making sure none of her friends or anyone at all were in sight and then glanced at the chestnut haired male. He had his head down, looking at a piece of paper in his hands, his face looking serious.
The longhaired girl grinned to herself and quickly walked over toward the male. When she was close, she spread her arms wide open and hugged him, surprising him as the paper in his hand crinkled.
“Kyuhyun-oppa!” she giggled out as she hugged him for a moment. The chestnut haired male opened and closed his mouth, trying to form words at her sudden hug. No words came out except his eyes glanced around the hall and Seohyun noticed his action, whispering softly, “No one’s looking~.”
Is this love?
I want you (to) feel just like me
“I-Is t-that s-so…?” the chestnut haired male stuttered out hesitantly. Seohyun laughed as she broke away from the hug and her heart skipped a beat as she saw his red-flushed face.
She nodded her head as she wondered if this feeling was love.
Is this fate?
I want you (to) feel the same about me
“U-Um…” Kyuhyun hesitated to form a sentence as his eyes flickered from looking at her and the ground. Seohyun smiled as she asked, “What are you up too?”
“Delivering some papers to the teachers,” he explained, rubbing the back of his head and looked at her through his glasses. He had a blush on his cheeks as he asked, “A-And you?”
“Hm, I was about to head home,” she trailed off. Kyuhyun nodded his head and saw a pout form on her lips for a second before she said, “I guess I’ll see you later?”
“A-Ah, y-yeah,” he stuttered out quickly and started to wave goodbye to her before she hugged him once more - surprising him. He didn’t know what to do and was about to hug her back until she pulled back and said, “Bye, Kyuhyun-oppa~.”
“B-Bye,” Kyuhyun mumbled and watched her retreating form. He stood in his place for a second, her pouty face popping into his head as he whispered, “Did I miss something…?”
Are you pleased by the happiness that has found you?
Seohyun hummed a soft tune as she walked home. The image of the blushing chestnut haired male popped into her head and she giggled softly to herself.
The feeling of happiness swelled inside of her as she looked up at the setting sky and remembered how they met - awkward yet still cute (to her at least).
Do you dream the same dreams as I do?
It was by chance they came to work with one another. The teacher decided the next project should be done with a partner and lucky for them (to say the least), they got paired up. Most of the guys in the class were jealous of course.
It was a dream for most people to be able to work with her or just be around her - she rolled with the popular crowd, dubbed the innocent, pure angel of the school. For him, no one knew who he really was except that he had one of the highest grades in the school (she came in the top ten).
At first, working with one another was awkward yet she made it work. He would fumble over his words (in the inside, she would giggle at it) but he got the message and job across to her - they worked well with one another.
As they progressed on their project, she got to know him a little bit better as when they took little breaks, she would ask questions just to break the ice. Surprise was evident on her face when he talked so enthusiastically about his dreams that she smiled a moment later - that moment, she knew it.
Do you know how much I think about you?
Do you know how much I love you?
Seohyun hummed a soft tune to herself as she settled into her comfortable bed. She looked out of her window, staring at the many stars in the night sky as a smile slowly crossed her lips.
She closed her eyes for a second, thinking about that certain chestnut haired male and a certain incident after they had gotten a lot closer to one another.
I still like it when there are many people in the subway
The two were standing near the door of the subway train, chatting about a certain topic in class and what they thought about it. They continued to chat with one another when the train stopped and suddenly a whole mass of people entered into the train cart.
The two were surprised and were suddenly mashed close to one another.
“S-Sorry,” Kyuhyun stuttered out, a blush coursing his cheeks as he looked down at her. He held an apologetic expression on his face and Seohyun could only smile softly as she said, “It’s alright but it’s really packed today, huh?”
Kyuhyun could only nod as a silence fell between them. Seohyun looked up at him and saw his glasses were slowly falling down but he couldn’t do much about it with everyone packed into one another.
Seohyun brought a hand up and took off his glasses for him causing the male to look at her in a surprised manner. She could only smile but then gasp out when the doors suddenly opened at the next stop. She closed her eyes, knowing that she was going to fall flat on her butt but a hand slipped around her waist, pulling her towards it.
Seohyun opened her eyes and looked at him, a smile on her lips when she saw Kyuhyun looking up at the ceiling of the subway, a blush on his cheeks. She mumbled a small “thank you” and the two stayed silent throughout the ride.
And now each time they rode the subway and a pack of people started to pile in on the subway, Kyuhyun would automatically wrap an arm around her waist, keeping her close and safe. Seohyun would then automatically rest her head on his chest since she knew the subway ride would be long.
And she enjoyed every subway ride they had together.
I read the text messages over and over again
I seem to have unknowingly memorized them
Seohyun sat in a chair, books scattered in front of her as she flipped through the many pages. She glanced around the library and sighed once more.
She picked up her iPhone, which was located next to her scattered books and looked through her text messages, wondering if she received any new ones. She texted back to her friends a few short messages and was about to set her phone down but decided to look through a few of her other text messages.
Seohyun smiled softly, remembering the time that she had to ask for his phone number so they could get together and do the project together. It took him quite a while for him to take out his phone (fumbling here and there) as they exchanged numbers.
She giggled softly as she set her phone down, already having some of the messages they exchanged with one another mesmerized in her head. Seohyun closed her eyes as the memory of texting him quite often (even after they were done with the project) brought them even closer.
Seohyun cherished the moments when he was shy and was such a gentleman. She cherished how their relationship was slow but memorable.
My mind keeps remembering your hesitant expression as you took my hand
From time to time, I would laugh nonsensically
Seohyun rested her chin on her palm as she looked outside the window of the classroom. She looked down from the second floor and saw a group of men playing soccer with one another, noticing a familiar chestnut haired male in the crowd.
A smile instantly came onto her face and a small laugh escaped her lips, causing her friends to turn their heads to look at her. She waved a hand, explaining that she saw something funny but in reality she remembered a certain incident.
Seohyun closed her eyes as she remembered the incident.
There was silence between the two as they stepped out of the subway. The two lived close to one another, taking the same roads to get to their houses. It had been a while since the two started getting a lot closer to one another and Kyuhyun had finally gotten her hints (or at least he hoped so).
Seohyun took small steps, a smile on her lips as she sighed out, watching the small breath of wintery air fade into the sky. She adjusted her scarf around her neck and took a small glance at the male walking next to her. Seohyun giggled softly to herself as he saw the look of hesitation and a mixture of determination cross his face.
I wonder if he would take my hand this time, Seohyun thought as she turned her head to look at the road in front of her. She held a smile on her face as she walked even slower.
Kyuhyun glanced back between her and the road in front of him, hesitation on his face as he caught her walking slower than usual. He took in a big breath and decided in his mind that he should just take her hand since they were getting into that type of relationship.
He counted off until the number three before he hesitantly grabbed her gloved hand softly. Kyuhyun looked away when she turned her head to look at him, a blush settled on his cheeks.
Seohyun smiled to herself as she looked at his hesitant expression and a blush also coursed her cheeks. They continued to walk down the street to her house and each step they took, she would inch a little closer to him.
Seohyun opened her eyes and looked out the window, a small laugh escaping her lips once more when she saw Kyuhyun doing one of his dorky dances, indicating he made a goal of sorts.
Making myself missing it even more
Seohyun sighed softly as she looked at her group of friends and then to the board when the bell rang. The memory of Kyuhyun’s hesitant expression slowly fading from her head as the teacher walked in.
Kyuhyun sat down in his seat and Seohyun looked over at him, staring at his back as she pouted softly. She missed that hesitant expression on him.
Is this love?
I want you (to) feel just like me
Seohyun bit down on her lower lip as she stared at his back and her friends glanced over toward her. They all gave a confused look as they saw her eyes not on the board but on someone else and they tried tracing where her eyes were looking at.
“Yuri-sshi! Yoona-sshi!” the teacher yelled and the two girls yelped, looking at their teacher with surprise. Their teacher smiled at them with a hint of annoyance as she asked them, “And do you two mind telling us what the answer is on the board?”
“O-Oh, u-um,” the two girls looked at each other and then glanced at the board, trying to figure out the answer. They heard a loud cough where Seohyun sat and saw her holding up her notebook with the answer in it.
The girls both immediately answered the teacher who gave them a suspicious look but continued with the lesson. The two girls mouthed out a “thanks” over toward Seohyun who smiled at them with raised brows.
“We definitely have to find out why she has this… air of “love” around her,” Yoona whispered over toward Yuri. Yuri nodded, “Let’s round up the girls.”
Is this fate?
I want you (to) feel the same about me
“Unnie!” Seohyun shouted out, quickly rushing to her locker as she saw her friends trying to get into her locker. The girls scrambled away from her locker as the younger girl glared at them, “Just what are you guys doing!?”
“Uhm, well,” Tiffany started but then Yuri cut in, “We wanted to get a book from your locker! Since we all, uh, you know…”
“Don’t have it?” Yoona finished for her. The eight girls looked at one another and shrugged, nodding their head in agreement.
Seohyun gave them a look of disbelief as she said, “I don’t believe you guys.”
“It’s true?” Yoona tried to make it seem believable. Seohyun sighed, “You know you don’t sound believable right now… What do you guys want?”
“We want to know if you have a man!” the girls immediately shouted out.
Seohyun cringed at their loudness and immediately answered them, “No!”
“Liar!” Yoona and Yuri shouted out, “We always see you keep staring at someone in class! You have to have a man if you keep doing that!”
“I was looking at the board!” Seohyun lied and bit her bottom lip as she saw Kyuhyun waiting next to his locker. He looked down the hall and she had to shake her head to indicate not to wait for her and also to deny her friends accusation.
“You lie~!” the girls chorused together. Seohyun sighed and continued to deny their accusation while her eyes sometimes looked over to see Kyuhyun walk outside of the school and knew that he would be waiting for her at the subway.
I would stare after your shadow until you disappear
But I would also unknowingly miss your smile again
“U-Um, is it okay that I-I take you home…?” Kyuhyun asked hesitantly, rubbing the back of his neck as he stared at her through his glasses. Seohyun smiled and nodded her head as she inched closer to him, their hands linked together as she said, “It’s fine.”
“A-Are you sure? Your friends seemed a bit,” he started as he also started to inch closer to her. Seohyun sighed as she pouted, “They were nosy. I didn’t want them to find out about you…”
“O-Oh,” Kyuhyun could only mumble out and Seohyun bit her bottom lip as she immediately said, “That’s not what I meant… I didn’t want them to abuse you and…”
“A-Abuse me?” he asked in surprise as his eyes went wide. She smiled at his expression as they stopped in front of her house, nodding as she said, “Yes… Uhm, you don’t want to know so that’s why I don’t want them to know about you… They’re harsh.”
“I-I see,” Kyuhyun mumbled out and a smile crossed his lips, “Well, thank you?”
“You’re welcome?” Seohyun said, tilting her head but smiled as she stared at his smile.
“W-Well, I guess I’ll see you tomorrow, Seohyun,” he mumbled and leaned forward hesitantly. Seohyun smiled and opened her arms as the two hugged one another. They stood outside her door for a few minutes, just hugging one another before he pulled away. She saw him blushing as he looked down at the ground, mumbling out, “See you…”
“Bye, Kyuhyun,” Seohyun mumbled as she waved toward him. Kyuhyun took a step back and started walking to the direction to his house.
Seohyun bit her bottom lip as she watched his shadow disappear in the sunset. She turned around and walked into her house, already missing his smile.
Are there times when you feel afraid?
Seohyun got into her bed, wrapping her body with her blanket as she looked out the window. She stared up at the stars in the sky and pictured Kyuhyun’s sleeping face.
She closed her eyes and sometimes she felt afraid. A second later, she opened her eyes to look up at the sky and wondered if he felt the same sometimes.
“Kyuhyun-oppa,” Seohyun whispered out softly, “Sometimes I’m afraid you will disappear in front of me one day…”
If waking from a deep sleep, everything is like a dream
“Seohyun,” Kyuhyun mumbled, standing in front of her. Seohyun gasped when he took her hands forcibly, driving her back against the wall. She stared at him wide-eyed as he said, “I love you.”
“K-Kyuhyun-oppa…!” Seohyun gasped out in surprise as she stared at him. He gave her a smile as he leaned forward, asking in a whisper, “Do you love me too?”
“I-I,” she started before his lips silenced her in a small kiss…
“Yah! Seohyun, wake up!” her brother shouted out, throwing a pillow at her face and immediately woke her up from a very good dream. Seohyun groaned out as she buried her head into her pillow as she shouted out, “You ruined it, oppa!”
“Woops, my bad,” her brother chuckled out evilly as he walked out of her room. Seohyun groaned out once more as she tried recalling the dream, “I wish that happened…”
“If only that wasn’t a dream,” she mumbled out, “I wish Kyuhyun-oppa kissed me…”
Do you secretly pray all night?
What do you think?
The two decided to get off a different stop and walked over toward a small park instead of heading back to their homes. Seohyun cheerfully ran toward the fountain in the middle of the park even though it was still winter.
Kyuhyun smiled, jogging to catch up with her and stopped behind her. Seohyun let out a small breath as she said, “I can’t wait until it is spring.”
“Me too,” Kyuhyun agreed, nodding his head as he stared at the sky, “It’s a bit cold.”
Seohyun nodded and glanced over at him. She smiled as she trotted over toward him and hesitantly rested her head on his chest, wrapping her arms around his waist. Kyuhyun went slightly wide-eyed in surprise but didn’t back away.
Instead he took a big breath and hesitantly wrapped his arms around her, hugging her. Seohyun smiled as she closed her eyes. The two stood there for about ten minutes before she broke the silence.
“Do you secretly pray every night…?” Seohyun whispered softly to herself, hoping he wouldn’t hear her, “Secretly to stay like this…?”
Kyuhyun heard her and hesitated for a moment, wondering if she was talking to herself or really asking him. He closed his eyes and hugged her tighter as he mumbled, “Yes…”
Are you happy?
I want you (to) feel just like me
Seohyun gasped softly as she pulled away slowly, staring at him wide-eyed. She thought he wouldn’t be able to hear her but he did and she could only stare at him wide-eyed.
Kyuhyun held a blush on his cheeks as he stared at her with determination. He opened his mouth and closed it a second later, debating something in his head before he said, “I pray every night just to stay like this…”
Are you happy?
I want you (to) feel the same about me
“I do too,” Seohyun whispered out. Kyuhyun held a small smile as he started to lean toward her as he mumbled out, “I also pray for something else…”
“And what is that…?” Seohyun questioned, staring into his eyes as she unconsciously started to lean toward him as well.
Are you thankful everyday just like I am?
“Guys, hurry up!” Yoona groaned out as she ran toward a specific area. Tiffany could only gasp softly as she tried catching up to her as she asked, “And why are we running again?!”
“Because we got a lead!” Yuri shouted out with a smile. Sunny groaned as she said, “Are you two still on about Seohyun and her “man”?!”
“Yes, because we know she has one!” Yoona shouted out and then halted in front of a park. The girls all crashed into one another when Yoona suddenly stopped and they were all about to shout out when she silenced them and pointed over toward the fountain.
Today when we breathe together, and tomorrow which is coming soon, all of it
Will be bright as I am with you
“I pray every night that I-I,” Kyuhyun hesitated for a moment and Seohyun urged him to continue with a small nod of her head, “I can stay like this with you forever…”
Seohyun suddenly smiled as she closed her eyes slowly, whispering, “I do too… I…”
“I-I l-love you, Seohyun,” Kyuhyun finished and closed his eyes, his lips inching closer to hers.
Do you know how much I think about you?
Do you know how much I love you?
“I knew it!!!” the girls all shouted out at once, surprising the two, “You were so in a relationship!”
Seohyun stared at her friends wide-eyed as Kyuhyun could only stare in gape at the eight girls in front of them. The eight girls suddenly started to charge at them and Seohyun who was thinking quickly, grabbed hold of his hand and started running away.
“Yah! Seohyun, just where the heck are you running off with that man!?” Tiffany shouted out as the girls started chasing them.
Kyuhyun followed Seohyun, his feet automatically running to catch up to her steps and after a few seconds, he was running right alongside her. He turned his head around and he shouted out a small, “I-I’m sorry!”
“Kyuhyun-oppa, don’t apologize!” Seohyun quickly said as they kept running, a smile on her face. Kyuhyun turned to look at her and smiled when he saw her expression, a small smile forming on his lips as he questioned, “I’m not supposed to?”
“Kyuhyun-oppa, you’re too cute,” Seohyun giggled out and glanced over toward her friend, seeing that they were lagging behind. She stopped running causing Kyuhyun to almost trip over and he turned to look at her. Seohyun smiled and leaned up to give him a kiss on the cheek as she said, “Our moment was ruined so…”
“It’ll come again,” Kyuhyun finished for her and Seohyun smiled, tugging his hand to start running once more as she thought, I love you, Kyuhyun-oppa!
-
The eight girls looked at one another as they giggled before turning to look at Seohyun. They all stopped giggling as their expression was replaced with a surprised one when the younger girl shrugged her shoulders, smiling as a small giggle escaped her lips.
I’ve started to have more secrets
I am actually treasuring them
“Oh my God!” Yoona pointed a finger at her as she shouted out, “You do have a man then!”
“Unnie, what are you talking about?” Seohyun questioned, smiling at her as she flipped through her textbook.
The eight girls gathered around Seohyun’s desk, all asking questions while the younger girl could only sigh, repeatedly telling them that nothing was happening in her love life.
“Liar!” Tiffany accused, pointing a finger at her, “You’re keeping it a secret!”
“Am I now?” Seohyun mumbled, a secret smile on her lips as a familiar chestnut haired male entered the classroom.
You are a special person to me
Seohyun looked up from her textbook and made short eye contact with the chestnut haired male, a secret smile on her lips as he went wide-eyed. He immediately looked away from her, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose as he stumbled to get to his seat, a blush evident on his cheeks.
So cute, Seohyun thought as she giggled to herself, looking back at her textbook. The eight girls pouted and started shaking her shoulders, pestering her to tell them her “secret”.
Seohyun kept her lips tight but her irritation started to grow. She was thankful that the teacher came into the room at that instant, making the eight girls scramble to their respected seats.
Seohyun sighed softly as she rested her chin on the palm of her hand and her eyes flickered over toward the chestnut haired male. At that instant, he raised his hand up when the teacher called him, his eyes landed on her.
She bit her bottom lip when he quickly looked away. The corner of her lips tugged upwards as she thought, You’re a special person to me…
All of the songs and love stories on earth
Seem to exist for us, what do you think?
Seohyun plugged in her headphones into her ear as she hit “shuffle songs” on her iPod. A smile instantly plastered onto her lips as a familiar love song played in her ears. She lifted her eyes away from her iPod and at that moment, the chestnut haired male was walking out of his classroom.
Seohyun glanced around the hallway, making sure none of her friends or anyone at all were in sight and then glanced at the chestnut haired male. He had his head down, looking at a piece of paper in his hands, his face looking serious.
The longhaired girl grinned to herself and quickly walked over toward the male. When she was close, she spread her arms wide open and hugged him, surprising him as the paper in his hand crinkled.
“Kyuhyun-oppa!” she giggled out as she hugged him for a moment. The chestnut haired male opened and closed his mouth, trying to form words at her sudden hug. No words came out except his eyes glanced around the hall and Seohyun noticed his action, whispering softly, “No one’s looking~.”
Is this love?
I want you (to) feel just like me
“I-Is t-that s-so…?” the chestnut haired male stuttered out hesitantly. Seohyun laughed as she broke away from the hug and her heart skipped a beat as she saw his red-flushed face.
She nodded her head as she wondered if this feeling was love.
Is this fate?
I want you (to) feel the same about me
“U-Um…” Kyuhyun hesitated to form a sentence as his eyes flickered from looking at her and the ground. Seohyun smiled as she asked, “What are you up too?”
“Delivering some papers to the teachers,” he explained, rubbing the back of his head and looked at her through his glasses. He had a blush on his cheeks as he asked, “A-And you?”
“Hm, I was about to head home,” she trailed off. Kyuhyun nodded his head and saw a pout form on her lips for a second before she said, “I guess I’ll see you later?”
“A-Ah, y-yeah,” he stuttered out quickly and started to wave goodbye to her before she hugged him once more - surprising him. He didn’t know what to do and was about to hug her back until she pulled back and said, “Bye, Kyuhyun-oppa~.”
“B-Bye,” Kyuhyun mumbled and watched her retreating form. He stood in his place for a second, her pouty face popping into his head as he whispered, “Did I miss something…?”
Are you pleased by the happiness that has found you?
Seohyun hummed a soft tune as she walked home. The image of the blushing chestnut haired male popped into her head and she giggled softly to herself.
The feeling of happiness swelled inside of her as she looked up at the setting sky and remembered how they met - awkward yet still cute (to her at least).
Do you dream the same dreams as I do?
It was by chance they came to work with one another. The teacher decided the next project should be done with a partner and lucky for them (to say the least), they got paired up. Most of the guys in the class were jealous of course.
It was a dream for most people to be able to work with her or just be around her - she rolled with the popular crowd, dubbed the innocent, pure angel of the school. For him, no one knew who he really was except that he had one of the highest grades in the school (she came in the top ten).
At first, working with one another was awkward yet she made it work. He would fumble over his words (in the inside, she would giggle at it) but he got the message and job across to her - they worked well with one another.
As they progressed on their project, she got to know him a little bit better as when they took little breaks, she would ask questions just to break the ice. Surprise was evident on her face when he talked so enthusiastically about his dreams that she smiled a moment later - that moment, she knew it.
Do you know how much I think about you?
Do you know how much I love you?
Seohyun hummed a soft tune to herself as she settled into her comfortable bed. She looked out of her window, staring at the many stars in the night sky as a smile slowly crossed her lips.
She closed her eyes for a second, thinking about that certain chestnut haired male and a certain incident after they had gotten a lot closer to one another.
I still like it when there are many people in the subway
The two were standing near the door of the subway train, chatting about a certain topic in class and what they thought about it. They continued to chat with one another when the train stopped and suddenly a whole mass of people entered into the train cart.
The two were surprised and were suddenly mashed close to one another.
“S-Sorry,” Kyuhyun stuttered out, a blush coursing his cheeks as he looked down at her. He held an apologetic expression on his face and Seohyun could only smile softly as she said, “It’s alright but it’s really packed today, huh?”
Kyuhyun could only nod as a silence fell between them. Seohyun looked up at him and saw his glasses were slowly falling down but he couldn’t do much about it with everyone packed into one another.
Seohyun brought a hand up and took off his glasses for him causing the male to look at her in a surprised manner. She could only smile but then gasp out when the doors suddenly opened at the next stop. She closed her eyes, knowing that she was going to fall flat on her butt but a hand slipped around her waist, pulling her towards it.
Seohyun opened her eyes and looked at him, a smile on her lips when she saw Kyuhyun looking up at the ceiling of the subway, a blush on his cheeks. She mumbled a small “thank you” and the two stayed silent throughout the ride.
And now each time they rode the subway and a pack of people started to pile in on the subway, Kyuhyun would automatically wrap an arm around her waist, keeping her close and safe. Seohyun would then automatically rest her head on his chest since she knew the subway ride would be long.
And she enjoyed every subway ride they had together.
I read the text messages over and over again
I seem to have unknowingly memorized them
Seohyun sat in a chair, books scattered in front of her as she flipped through the many pages. She glanced around the library and sighed once more.
She picked up her iPhone, which was located next to her scattered books and looked through her text messages, wondering if she received any new ones. She texted back to her friends a few short messages and was about to set her phone down but decided to look through a few of her other text messages.
Seohyun smiled softly, remembering the time that she had to ask for his phone number so they could get together and do the project together. It took him quite a while for him to take out his phone (fumbling here and there) as they exchanged numbers.
She giggled softly as she set her phone down, already having some of the messages they exchanged with one another mesmerized in her head. Seohyun closed her eyes as the memory of texting him quite often (even after they were done with the project) brought them even closer.
Seohyun cherished the moments when he was shy and was such a gentleman. She cherished how their relationship was slow but memorable.
My mind keeps remembering your hesitant expression as you took my hand
From time to time, I would laugh nonsensically
Seohyun rested her chin on her palm as she looked outside the window of the classroom. She looked down from the second floor and saw a group of men playing soccer with one another, noticing a familiar chestnut haired male in the crowd.
A smile instantly came onto her face and a small laugh escaped her lips, causing her friends to turn their heads to look at her. She waved a hand, explaining that she saw something funny but in reality she remembered a certain incident.
Seohyun closed her eyes as she remembered the incident.
There was silence between the two as they stepped out of the subway. The two lived close to one another, taking the same roads to get to their houses. It had been a while since the two started getting a lot closer to one another and Kyuhyun had finally gotten her hints (or at least he hoped so).
Seohyun took small steps, a smile on her lips as she sighed out, watching the small breath of wintery air fade into the sky. She adjusted her scarf around her neck and took a small glance at the male walking next to her. Seohyun giggled softly to herself as he saw the look of hesitation and a mixture of determination cross his face.
I wonder if he would take my hand this time, Seohyun thought as she turned her head to look at the road in front of her. She held a smile on her face as she walked even slower.
Kyuhyun glanced back between her and the road in front of him, hesitation on his face as he caught her walking slower than usual. He took in a big breath and decided in his mind that he should just take her hand since they were getting into that type of relationship.
He counted off until the number three before he hesitantly grabbed her gloved hand softly. Kyuhyun looked away when she turned her head to look at him, a blush settled on his cheeks.
Seohyun smiled to herself as she looked at his hesitant expression and a blush also coursed her cheeks. They continued to walk down the street to her house and each step they took, she would inch a little closer to him.
Seohyun opened her eyes and looked out the window, a small laugh escaping her lips once more when she saw Kyuhyun doing one of his dorky dances, indicating he made a goal of sorts.
Making myself missing it even more
Seohyun sighed softly as she looked at her group of friends and then to the board when the bell rang. The memory of Kyuhyun’s hesitant expression slowly fading from her head as the teacher walked in.
Kyuhyun sat down in his seat and Seohyun looked over at him, staring at his back as she pouted softly. She missed that hesitant expression on him.
Is this love?
I want you (to) feel just like me
Seohyun bit down on her lower lip as she stared at his back and her friends glanced over toward her. They all gave a confused look as they saw her eyes not on the board but on someone else and they tried tracing where her eyes were looking at.
“Yuri-sshi! Yoona-sshi!” the teacher yelled and the two girls yelped, looking at their teacher with surprise. Their teacher smiled at them with a hint of annoyance as she asked them, “And do you two mind telling us what the answer is on the board?”
“O-Oh, u-um,” the two girls looked at each other and then glanced at the board, trying to figure out the answer. They heard a loud cough where Seohyun sat and saw her holding up her notebook with the answer in it.
The girls both immediately answered the teacher who gave them a suspicious look but continued with the lesson. The two girls mouthed out a “thanks” over toward Seohyun who smiled at them with raised brows.
“We definitely have to find out why she has this… air of “love” around her,” Yoona whispered over toward Yuri. Yuri nodded, “Let’s round up the girls.”
Is this fate?
I want you (to) feel the same about me
“Unnie!” Seohyun shouted out, quickly rushing to her locker as she saw her friends trying to get into her locker. The girls scrambled away from her locker as the younger girl glared at them, “Just what are you guys doing!?”
“Uhm, well,” Tiffany started but then Yuri cut in, “We wanted to get a book from your locker! Since we all, uh, you know…”
“Don’t have it?” Yoona finished for her. The eight girls looked at one another and shrugged, nodding their head in agreement.
Seohyun gave them a look of disbelief as she said, “I don’t believe you guys.”
“It’s true?” Yoona tried to make it seem believable. Seohyun sighed, “You know you don’t sound believable right now… What do you guys want?”
“We want to know if you have a man!” the girls immediately shouted out.
Seohyun cringed at their loudness and immediately answered them, “No!”
“Liar!” Yoona and Yuri shouted out, “We always see you keep staring at someone in class! You have to have a man if you keep doing that!”
“I was looking at the board!” Seohyun lied and bit her bottom lip as she saw Kyuhyun waiting next to his locker. He looked down the hall and she had to shake her head to indicate not to wait for her and also to deny her friends accusation.
“You lie~!” the girls chorused together. Seohyun sighed and continued to deny their accusation while her eyes sometimes looked over to see Kyuhyun walk outside of the school and knew that he would be waiting for her at the subway.
I would stare after your shadow until you disappear
But I would also unknowingly miss your smile again
“U-Um, is it okay that I-I take you home…?” Kyuhyun asked hesitantly, rubbing the back of his neck as he stared at her through his glasses. Seohyun smiled and nodded her head as she inched closer to him, their hands linked together as she said, “It’s fine.”
“A-Are you sure? Your friends seemed a bit,” he started as he also started to inch closer to her. Seohyun sighed as she pouted, “They were nosy. I didn’t want them to find out about you…”
“O-Oh,” Kyuhyun could only mumble out and Seohyun bit her bottom lip as she immediately said, “That’s not what I meant… I didn’t want them to abuse you and…”
“A-Abuse me?” he asked in surprise as his eyes went wide. She smiled at his expression as they stopped in front of her house, nodding as she said, “Yes… Uhm, you don’t want to know so that’s why I don’t want them to know about you… They’re harsh.”
“I-I see,” Kyuhyun mumbled out and a smile crossed his lips, “Well, thank you?”
“You’re welcome?” Seohyun said, tilting her head but smiled as she stared at his smile.
“W-Well, I guess I’ll see you tomorrow, Seohyun,” he mumbled and leaned forward hesitantly. Seohyun smiled and opened her arms as the two hugged one another. They stood outside her door for a few minutes, just hugging one another before he pulled away. She saw him blushing as he looked down at the ground, mumbling out, “See you…”
“Bye, Kyuhyun,” Seohyun mumbled as she waved toward him. Kyuhyun took a step back and started walking to the direction to his house.
Seohyun bit her bottom lip as she watched his shadow disappear in the sunset. She turned around and walked into her house, already missing his smile.
Are there times when you feel afraid?
Seohyun got into her bed, wrapping her body with her blanket as she looked out the window. She stared up at the stars in the sky and pictured Kyuhyun’s sleeping face.
She closed her eyes and sometimes she felt afraid. A second later, she opened her eyes to look up at the sky and wondered if he felt the same sometimes.
“Kyuhyun-oppa,” Seohyun whispered out softly, “Sometimes I’m afraid you will disappear in front of me one day…”
If waking from a deep sleep, everything is like a dream
“Seohyun,” Kyuhyun mumbled, standing in front of her. Seohyun gasped when he took her hands forcibly, driving her back against the wall. She stared at him wide-eyed as he said, “I love you.”
“K-Kyuhyun-oppa…!” Seohyun gasped out in surprise as she stared at him. He gave her a smile as he leaned forward, asking in a whisper, “Do you love me too?”
“I-I,” she started before his lips silenced her in a small kiss…
“Yah! Seohyun, wake up!” her brother shouted out, throwing a pillow at her face and immediately woke her up from a very good dream. Seohyun groaned out as she buried her head into her pillow as she shouted out, “You ruined it, oppa!”
“Woops, my bad,” her brother chuckled out evilly as he walked out of her room. Seohyun groaned out once more as she tried recalling the dream, “I wish that happened…”
“If only that wasn’t a dream,” she mumbled out, “I wish Kyuhyun-oppa kissed me…”
Do you secretly pray all night?
What do you think?
The two decided to get off a different stop and walked over toward a small park instead of heading back to their homes. Seohyun cheerfully ran toward the fountain in the middle of the park even though it was still winter.
Kyuhyun smiled, jogging to catch up with her and stopped behind her. Seohyun let out a small breath as she said, “I can’t wait until it is spring.”
“Me too,” Kyuhyun agreed, nodding his head as he stared at the sky, “It’s a bit cold.”
Seohyun nodded and glanced over at him. She smiled as she trotted over toward him and hesitantly rested her head on his chest, wrapping her arms around his waist. Kyuhyun went slightly wide-eyed in surprise but didn’t back away.
Instead he took a big breath and hesitantly wrapped his arms around her, hugging her. Seohyun smiled as she closed her eyes. The two stood there for about ten minutes before she broke the silence.
“Do you secretly pray every night…?” Seohyun whispered softly to herself, hoping he wouldn’t hear her, “Secretly to stay like this…?”
Kyuhyun heard her and hesitated for a moment, wondering if she was talking to herself or really asking him. He closed his eyes and hugged her tighter as he mumbled, “Yes…”
Are you happy?
I want you (to) feel just like me
Seohyun gasped softly as she pulled away slowly, staring at him wide-eyed. She thought he wouldn’t be able to hear her but he did and she could only stare at him wide-eyed.
Kyuhyun held a blush on his cheeks as he stared at her with determination. He opened his mouth and closed it a second later, debating something in his head before he said, “I pray every night just to stay like this…”
Are you happy?
I want you (to) feel the same about me
“I do too,” Seohyun whispered out. Kyuhyun held a small smile as he started to lean toward her as he mumbled out, “I also pray for something else…”
“And what is that…?” Seohyun questioned, staring into his eyes as she unconsciously started to lean toward him as well.
Are you thankful everyday just like I am?
“Guys, hurry up!” Yoona groaned out as she ran toward a specific area. Tiffany could only gasp softly as she tried catching up to her as she asked, “And why are we running again?!”
“Because we got a lead!” Yuri shouted out with a smile. Sunny groaned as she said, “Are you two still on about Seohyun and her “man”?!”
“Yes, because we know she has one!” Yoona shouted out and then halted in front of a park. The girls all crashed into one another when Yoona suddenly stopped and they were all about to shout out when she silenced them and pointed over toward the fountain.
Today when we breathe together, and tomorrow which is coming soon, all of it
Will be bright as I am with you
“I pray every night that I-I,” Kyuhyun hesitated for a moment and Seohyun urged him to continue with a small nod of her head, “I can stay like this with you forever…”
Seohyun suddenly smiled as she closed her eyes slowly, whispering, “I do too… I…”
“I-I l-love you, Seohyun,” Kyuhyun finished and closed his eyes, his lips inching closer to hers.
Do you know how much I think about you?
Do you know how much I love you?
“I knew it!!!” the girls all shouted out at once, surprising the two, “You were so in a relationship!”
Seohyun stared at her friends wide-eyed as Kyuhyun could only stare in gape at the eight girls in front of them. The eight girls suddenly started to charge at them and Seohyun who was thinking quickly, grabbed hold of his hand and started running away.
“Yah! Seohyun, just where the heck are you running off with that man!?” Tiffany shouted out as the girls started chasing them.
Kyuhyun followed Seohyun, his feet automatically running to catch up to her steps and after a few seconds, he was running right alongside her. He turned his head around and he shouted out a small, “I-I’m sorry!”
“Kyuhyun-oppa, don’t apologize!” Seohyun quickly said as they kept running, a smile on her face. Kyuhyun turned to look at her and smiled when he saw her expression, a small smile forming on his lips as he questioned, “I’m not supposed to?”
“Kyuhyun-oppa, you’re too cute,” Seohyun giggled out and glanced over toward her friend, seeing that they were lagging behind. She stopped running causing Kyuhyun to almost trip over and he turned to look at her. Seohyun smiled and leaned up to give him a kiss on the cheek as she said, “Our moment was ruined so…”
“It’ll come again,” Kyuhyun finished for her and Seohyun smiled, tugging his hand to start running once more as she thought, I love you, Kyuhyun-oppa!
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