roses...
"""im glad things are back to the way they were.........or at least, are similar, but im afraid ill fuck things up again...really...hopefully you'll read this
[...deleted text...]........i really dont want that to happen...that's why this time im going to try harder...i dont really know how and im being melodramatic but i normally am when i get tired
lol oh well
this weekend...i dont know how yet...but i'm gonna see you
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HAH!!!...fuck that...i thought it would be different you know? i really did. you're a convincing person i must say. but right when things got tough you just gave up. cause i guess it's not worth it, but i guess those dicks in b-ham are. but whatever.
it's fine. i told you that already so this is basically pointless. and aparently so was the time i spent trying to figure out ways to make you happy, and the money i saved up to buy you your christmas present, and the hours i spent sitting by my phone for you to call. but whatever. "it wont work". and no, they don ALL fail. the ones that fail do so because people want it to.
whatever...that's okay...im not mad........it must've taken alot of "balls" to write that text. you couldn't even give me that could you. phone calls are bad enough but in our situation, i would've taken that as the best you could do but a fucking text. oh well...have fun with your new boy toy. whoever he is.
but just a little FYI you're never gonna meet another guy like me. nobody else would do as much as i would have i can tell you that right now. but yeah...find somebody "closer to home."
im done
with all of it
and with all of you...(notice the "all"...)
i set myself up to get burned, but you ensured me it wouldn't happen but i guess that went out the window pretty fast. but hey, it's not like it's happened before...is it...
[...deleted text...]........i really dont want that to happen...that's why this time im going to try harder...i dont really know how and im being melodramatic but i normally am when i get tired
lol oh well
this weekend...i dont know how yet...but i'm gonna see you
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HAH!!!...fuck that...i thought it would be different you know? i really did. you're a convincing person i must say. but right when things got tough you just gave up. cause i guess it's not worth it, but i guess those dicks in b-ham are. but whatever.
it's fine. i told you that already so this is basically pointless. and aparently so was the time i spent trying to figure out ways to make you happy, and the money i saved up to buy you your christmas present, and the hours i spent sitting by my phone for you to call. but whatever. "it wont work". and no, they don ALL fail. the ones that fail do so because people want it to.
whatever...that's okay...im not mad........it must've taken alot of "balls" to write that text. you couldn't even give me that could you. phone calls are bad enough but in our situation, i would've taken that as the best you could do but a fucking text. oh well...have fun with your new boy toy. whoever he is.
but just a little FYI you're never gonna meet another guy like me. nobody else would do as much as i would have i can tell you that right now. but yeah...find somebody "closer to home."
im done
with all of it
and with all of you...(notice the "all"...)
i set myself up to get burned, but you ensured me it wouldn't happen but i guess that went out the window pretty fast. but hey, it's not like it's happened before...is it...