lil critters
so we had a 2 hour meeting at work yesterday so now i have to go in every day but thursday. and i even have to go in thursday. and i really like it there but i'm working full time and i still don't make enough to have an apartment. it sucks.
my insurance hasnt kicked in yet. i am anxiously awaiting it, because this has been the longest time i've gone without seeing my therapist and so much has happened since the last time i saw her, and i feel like i'm kind of going crazy... but i'm not. i mean, i guess im doing ok, but i still want to see her.
valentines day is coming up and barry is excited. this will be the first valentines day in 3 years that i haven't spent with ryan and its just... i'm not excited, and it makes me feel bad.
i think i'm going to go speak at some college board on thursday about my coming out story. i've done it before. they stare at you and listen closely and come up to you after and tell you how brave you were and how inspirational your story is. but it doesn't have a happy ending, although you never say that. maybe there will be a lawyer there who can help me sue my school.
also, i'm going to the art institute if i dont work on the 6th (im sure that i do) for an open house. for a fashion design major. eh... im interested in it but i hate having to decide on one thing.
my insurance hasnt kicked in yet. i am anxiously awaiting it, because this has been the longest time i've gone without seeing my therapist and so much has happened since the last time i saw her, and i feel like i'm kind of going crazy... but i'm not. i mean, i guess im doing ok, but i still want to see her.
valentines day is coming up and barry is excited. this will be the first valentines day in 3 years that i haven't spent with ryan and its just... i'm not excited, and it makes me feel bad.
i think i'm going to go speak at some college board on thursday about my coming out story. i've done it before. they stare at you and listen closely and come up to you after and tell you how brave you were and how inspirational your story is. but it doesn't have a happy ending, although you never say that. maybe there will be a lawyer there who can help me sue my school.
also, i'm going to the art institute if i dont work on the 6th (im sure that i do) for an open house. for a fashion design major. eh... im interested in it but i hate having to decide on one thing.