alcohol, depression, and talking to an ex do not mix well... who'd a thunk?

[introversionate]

so last night i told ryan i get drunk alone every night. i dont. i think i just wanted to make him feel bad. i was drunk when i told him that though. i really just wish i didnt care about what happened, but i still do sometimes, it's inevitable.

oh well.

i have a job interview at hot topic! whoo whoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what should i wear? i dont know what to wear.