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it's really sad that the only thing i long for right now is someone to cuddle with occasionally. nothing more nothing less, just someone to cuddle with every now and then. i just miss the comfort of having someone next to me. there really truly doesn't have to be anything more than a quick cuddle and i'll feel a lot better. i haven't been sleeping very well and when i finally do get to sleep i dream such realistic dreams about all sorts of different people.
my heads everywhere right now. my throat is sore as fuck and my back still hurts like a bitch. i've got a lot on my mind. more than just wishing i had someone to cuddle with.
i've realized that i think a lot of people don't pursue the things they want in all aspects of life just simply out of fear. people should't be afraid to do the things they want just out of fear of what others will think. it's your life, and you make it what you want to make it. i think everyone would be A LOT happier, if they just listened to what they truly want, rather than trying to please everyone else.
ugh theres so much more but i can't even express that now. it's too confusing
my heads everywhere right now. my throat is sore as fuck and my back still hurts like a bitch. i've got a lot on my mind. more than just wishing i had someone to cuddle with.
i've realized that i think a lot of people don't pursue the things they want in all aspects of life just simply out of fear. people should't be afraid to do the things they want just out of fear of what others will think. it's your life, and you make it what you want to make it. i think everyone would be A LOT happier, if they just listened to what they truly want, rather than trying to please everyone else.
ugh theres so much more but i can't even express that now. it's too confusing