Nov 22, 2008 10:49
i'm exploring new things within myself and i'm excited for it, but i feel like such an amateur although i'm not in that matter in general. i am however an amateur at what i'm about to explore and i'm queerly eager to do this.
lately i've just been feeling so much more adult. i really like it. as scared as i am to actually grow up in a whole, i'm really happy to say i look forward to all the good and bad that follows in my future.
my attitude has been very good lately. don't get me wrong i've been pretty low on and off over the past couple of months, but for the most part i'm being positive and just moving forward taking each day as it comes.
as much as i may say i hate living sometimes, i'm lying because i'm so happy to be alive.