confused
OK, so let's get this straight... she's married. She doesn't get along with you, and vicey-versa, and that is fine, I guess. She has found apparently someone who is f-ing in love with her, (and I guess vicey-versa), and I guess she is happy and I should be (and kind-of am) be happy for both of them. Alright. Then, I had my chance with her (hot!) in my foreign language class, but I missed it(?), because I was distracted by her at the time. I had such a chance with her at Tyler's party, and I guess I still have that chance, but I didn't completely let her know how much her nice comments about my tune meant to me, because I still wasn't sure of her standing with her ex. (plus her and the M-man got together for that little chat out back about whether or not he likes her (the ending of which I never heard, so I'm not entirely sure); but it's been months and she's still "single"). Then there's her, but she can get kind of loud and obnoxious and I guess she's cute and free-spirited and a bit of a tease etc. but I don't think she's exactly my type; and I think she would make a cool friend but I don't think we'd work well together and I'd be sorry to let her down; but she's found several other guys, I just wish she'd choose one...and then I'm not too sure about what she's up to, but I think she wants me to stay a friend, though she might have entertained feelings for me in the past, I think she no longer really has them, or rather, has had them for others since.
Then she has been sort-of on my mind for months since I've been forced to "get over" (ha-ha) her; and I'm glad she digs old-time music, but at the same time, I don't think she feels for me the same as I do for her (which is a bit above average, but nothing to write home about, since I hardly know her at all). It is always weird meeting people you've met online, in-person. And then HER; I've been really thinking about her a whole lot. On paper, and I guess in front of the camera sometimes (she is a bit of a chameleon), she is perfect. However, I have no idea about the "in person" part; she's probably really cool, but I couldn't find her at that festival (unless she was the one I thought sort-of looked like her, surrounded by all the guys and other girls; a mini-friends-entourage). And I don't mean, "popular"-cool, but actual cool, as in the subjective kind. I think she currently looks the most promising of all of them, but the fact we've never actually met is discouraging.
I could never even begin to date someone online; I always have to meet them in person and start actually hanging out with them to even get a sense of what they're like in person, though a look at how they represent themselves online can also help (I can also spot a spammer a mile away). Of course, as I imply here, I have to believe they are who they say they are, though in this case I am 99 and 3/8ths sure it is actually her. The fact that I'm not exactly a slim, timid punching-bag sort helps stave off some potential wackos; the fact that I'm a guy; all these keep friend requests by predators down to around 0 per decade (though I almost wish I got a couple so I could bust their ruse to all their "friends" and get their asses hauled off to jail.)
And finally there's her who works at the restaurant, who seems to be somewhat attracted to me... aaagh! too many ladies! and I'm not feeling much for sure... I need to hang out more!
By the way, I just used "her" and/or "she" to refer to about 10 different people, savvy? Now you begin to grasp my dilemma.
P.S. as to the music, I'm not actually "crying" or sad right now, but I did get a bit teary at the fest... it was great!
Then she has been sort-of on my mind for months since I've been forced to "get over" (ha-ha) her; and I'm glad she digs old-time music, but at the same time, I don't think she feels for me the same as I do for her (which is a bit above average, but nothing to write home about, since I hardly know her at all). It is always weird meeting people you've met online, in-person. And then HER; I've been really thinking about her a whole lot. On paper, and I guess in front of the camera sometimes (she is a bit of a chameleon), she is perfect. However, I have no idea about the "in person" part; she's probably really cool, but I couldn't find her at that festival (unless she was the one I thought sort-of looked like her, surrounded by all the guys and other girls; a mini-friends-entourage). And I don't mean, "popular"-cool, but actual cool, as in the subjective kind. I think she currently looks the most promising of all of them, but the fact we've never actually met is discouraging.
I could never even begin to date someone online; I always have to meet them in person and start actually hanging out with them to even get a sense of what they're like in person, though a look at how they represent themselves online can also help (I can also spot a spammer a mile away). Of course, as I imply here, I have to believe they are who they say they are, though in this case I am 99 and 3/8ths sure it is actually her. The fact that I'm not exactly a slim, timid punching-bag sort helps stave off some potential wackos; the fact that I'm a guy; all these keep friend requests by predators down to around 0 per decade (though I almost wish I got a couple so I could bust their ruse to all their "friends" and get their asses hauled off to jail.)
And finally there's her who works at the restaurant, who seems to be somewhat attracted to me... aaagh! too many ladies! and I'm not feeling much for sure... I need to hang out more!
By the way, I just used "her" and/or "she" to refer to about 10 different people, savvy? Now you begin to grasp my dilemma.
P.S. as to the music, I'm not actually "crying" or sad right now, but I did get a bit teary at the fest... it was great!