i love falling asleep with you

[introspctveddie]

you know how when you lose something, you appreciate it a million times more?
yeah nothing worse than someone else not appreciating what's right in front of them
when you see just how amazing it is
just makes you want to beat the fuck out of someone lol

for so long all i wanted was a second chance which i never got
but i've come to realize that it's coming to me in a different form than what i expected
so while i might not have an old girlfriend back with a second chance
this second chance comes to me with the opportunity to be a good boyfriend to whoever i date next
all i know is my next girlfriend is going to feel amazing
she will always feel special and always know how pretty she is and how she brightens my world
yeah let's hope i find her soon ):
after being perfectly content with being single for so long
i have now reached the point where i would like a girlfriend again

i'm sorry you never got the best of me
turns out fear got the best of me
):

you have been surprising me these past few days
it's a breath of fresh air
it makes me happy  (:

eddie has a job
rofl wtf
yes it is odd O_o

krystin finally sent me my picture
no sadness at all
just a cute pic  (:

tomorrow i've got a busy day
doing my laundry
changing my oil
picking up my chair
and training
wtf >_<

forever is a long time
really it is  D:

orgy or party?
i say a show
yeah fuck these ppl, i'll go off on my own
i'm tired of everyone anyways

"you have to learn to drown
before you can learn to swim"

goodnight  (: