sailing in the dark isn't smart kid!

[introspctveddie]

first things first
last night i was chopping up zac from dgd
yes i know, props to me  ;)
for those of you that may not know what chopping is (as i did not)
it's the chonga mami term for beating someone at their own game
because apparently he has no game
and i have tremendous amounts? lol
it was all a rather funny 4am conversation :)

so last night i decided in my deep reflection that i am going to move in with my dad this weekend
there are many many reasons for this
other than the fact that i currently have no money or job or place to live
it would be a nice opportunity to bond with my dad
who i have not mad much time with over the years and quite frankly he is not getting any younger
plus it would do me some good to have a parent around
i need someone that's gonna push me and motivate me
change has a domino effect
first i move
then i get a job
save money
go back to school
it's just a coincidence i need to change my oil next week
nah i'll call it fate
life here i come  :-x

so everyone's advice ends up with the same thing
i don't know how i get myself in these situations
at least i'm not the first
tsk tsk fmlfmlfml

i keep deleting music more and more as time passes
rofl barbie is gonna hate me next time she updates her ipod 
but i like what i'm turning my itunes into
it's very... eddie  (:

later robert is coming over and apparently he has a website where we can find jobs
how fun?  O_o

i've gotten to used to this freedom
i'm a free spirit
we'll see where the wind takes me

idk what i'll do without eileen next year
that's gonna be so horrible  ):
i guess follow her to UF?  rofl
we got so sad the other night
twas horrible

i say sorry for everything
but it's not like i'm apologizing
i just feel your pain
empathy>sympathy

the packaging is nice
we're building it to sell
call all your people out in
hollywood and nashville
it's one in a million
in fact, we broke the die
it's all of the hype that
your money can buy.