talk is cheap and i've got expensive taste
and what bothers me
is i was ready to fix everything
and i couldn't get one last chance
i thought i deserved that much
but i guess i was wrong
and now i don't have faith in anyone
this week is going to be so much fun
but i can't wait for it to end
for various reasons );
reading that has brought tears to my eyes
i can't believe it
but what's worse it that there was i couldn't defend myself
all i hear is how i mess up
how miserable i make ppl
and how i had everything coming
but you're right
you're all right
i'm no longer the person i used to be
and i just don't care enough anymore
all i want is to be locked away in a room by myself
and to be far away from everyone
time for a serious talk
idk how this is going to work out
but good people deserve good things
and bad people deserve bad things
never seems like that's what happens though
that's the only thing that keeps me from believing i'm the worst person on earth
you are the last person to console me
);
i'm leaving
i have to
i'm goinggg
i don't like who i am
i don't like my life
i don't like most of the ppl in it
i want to leave everything
and i know you can't run away from your problems
but if your problem is you hate where you are
wouldn't it make sense to go somewhere else?
if everyone could leave me alone i'd be very happy
because everyone just makes everything worse
it's so hard to not get back into drugs
fmlfmlfmlfmlfml >_<
i know i'd never kill myself or anything
i decided a long time ago i could never do that
no matter how much i ever want to
so even though i get those urges to drive against traffic
or drive off a bridge
i won't do it
it hurts to see how people look at you sometimes
to think of the bad things other people think of you
especially when it's the people closest to you
so called friends never really exist
i'm happiest by myself
i'm a loner
it's the way i've always been
and the way i always will be
until i find someone that changes that again
but i doubt i'll ever open up to anyone like that again
this is not a good entry
therefore it is a bad entry
seeing as it is not a neutral entry
i'm going to find that person crazy enough
to go off on an adventure with me
to leave this horrible place
and never look back
i'm an unnaturally unhappy person
there's not really much you can do
not much anyone can do
I DON'T CARE
THE END
GOODNIGHT
is i was ready to fix everything
and i couldn't get one last chance
i thought i deserved that much
but i guess i was wrong
and now i don't have faith in anyone
this week is going to be so much fun
but i can't wait for it to end
for various reasons );
reading that has brought tears to my eyes
i can't believe it
but what's worse it that there was i couldn't defend myself
all i hear is how i mess up
how miserable i make ppl
and how i had everything coming
but you're right
you're all right
i'm no longer the person i used to be
and i just don't care enough anymore
all i want is to be locked away in a room by myself
and to be far away from everyone
time for a serious talk
idk how this is going to work out
but good people deserve good things
and bad people deserve bad things
never seems like that's what happens though
that's the only thing that keeps me from believing i'm the worst person on earth
you are the last person to console me
);
i'm leaving
i have to
i'm goinggg
i don't like who i am
i don't like my life
i don't like most of the ppl in it
i want to leave everything
and i know you can't run away from your problems
but if your problem is you hate where you are
wouldn't it make sense to go somewhere else?
if everyone could leave me alone i'd be very happy
because everyone just makes everything worse
it's so hard to not get back into drugs
fmlfmlfmlfmlfml >_<
i know i'd never kill myself or anything
i decided a long time ago i could never do that
no matter how much i ever want to
so even though i get those urges to drive against traffic
or drive off a bridge
i won't do it
it hurts to see how people look at you sometimes
to think of the bad things other people think of you
especially when it's the people closest to you
so called friends never really exist
i'm happiest by myself
i'm a loner
it's the way i've always been
and the way i always will be
until i find someone that changes that again
but i doubt i'll ever open up to anyone like that again
this is not a good entry
therefore it is a bad entry
seeing as it is not a neutral entry
i'm going to find that person crazy enough
to go off on an adventure with me
to leave this horrible place
and never look back
i'm an unnaturally unhappy person
there's not really much you can do
not much anyone can do
I DON'T CARE
THE END
GOODNIGHT