Dec 17, 2010 23:36
So our heater went out a couple of weeks ago. And since then we've spent every night cold. Which dosen't make a difference since it's like we live outside...which might be kind of better.
Oddly, noall's brushing my hair...which makes me kinda nervous trying to type my feelings.
My failed attempted this weekend to acutally go to mental health and speak with someone. I've been avoiding it since I took my LOA from school. I wanna just take LOA from life. I'm so lost, I'm so ill...Idk know I am. ANd I feel like the more I detach myself from me, the more I feel better.
I don't like my skin, I feel like it's the worst part about my face. It just dosen't sit right, my cheeks and my chin and my nose. The skin is just wasted.
SORRy---most of what I'm saying dosen't make since to even myself.
Brittany