Nov 07, 2005 23:45
On the inside,
I've lost such a sociable character,
She's gone and wrong and totally out of her mind.
The thought of another lover other than that of my own encephalon.
Well my dear, that's totally unheard of here.
I'll too easily push you away, far too soon, and you'll never know it.
Becuase all this pain and anger dwelling internally, lets me never show it.
Friends say she’s “This and That and That’s how she is”
But how do they know when ‘this and that’ is just how I pretend.
A mask and costume so famously held in front of me.
I’m the only one that sees underneath these sheets.
lonelily